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rust mann

im sane enough to know im crazy... im crazy enough to know im not sane. how does that fit you? like

About Me

Then as it was, then again it will be An' though the course may change sometimes Rivers always reach the sea Blind stars of fortune, each have several rays On the wings of maybe, down in birds of prey Kind of makes me feel sometimes, didn't have to grow But as the eagle leaves the nest, it's got so far to goChanges fill my time, baby, that's alright with me In the midst I think of you, and how it used to beDid you ever really need somebody, And really need 'em bad Did you ever really want somebody, The best love you ever had Do you ever remember me, baby, did it feel so good 'Cause it was just the first time, And you knew you wouldThrough the eyes an' I sparkle, Senses growing keen Taste your love along the way, See your feathers preen Kind of makes makes me feel sometimes, Didn't have to grow We are eagles of one nest, The nest is in our soulVixen in my dreams, with great surprise to me Never thought I'd see your face the way it used to beI'm never gonna leave you. I never gonna leave Holdin' on, ten years gone Ten years gone, holdin' on, ten years gonea img{}a:hover img{}body{scrollbar-arrow-color:999999;scrollbar-Track-Color :000000;scrollbar-Highlight-Color:999999;scrollbar-base-colo r:999999;scrollbar-Face-Color:000000;scrollbar-Shadow-Color: 999999;scrollbar-DarkShadow-Color:999999;

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

.....some lives are never meant to be lived......... all i want to do is spend mine with you

Music:


Books:

at the moment... tom robbins hunter s thompson and nietzsche

My Blog

sui caedere

i suffer just to be your friend...the pains of life weigh me downmy intentions clear although unspokenmy efforts underappreciateddrowning in hateyour morals?absent, clouded, tainted.i was allways...
Posted by rust mann on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 11:43:00 PST

release

know that the season has passedi look back, and try to be happythe outlook ahead may be grimbut for the moment i am contenteverything i need is withen my graspat ease, alone, at oneeverything i want i...
Posted by rust mann on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:33:00 PST

spiral' in

my eyes are heavy with shademy tears hold back the will to carry onno choice left but to follow the paththis is not how i wanted to be but its to late to turn backset in my head.with what you must do ...
Posted by rust mann on Thu, 31 May 2007 09:00:00 PST

ring of scars

you will know you're rightwhen the walls come falling downand there is no one left to blame except for metake it out on me..take it all out on me...
Posted by rust mann on Fri, 11 May 2007 04:07:00 PST

incubation

sometims betrayel can be a feeling generated by someone or something not giving you value or satisfaction for cost...not being acknowledged or returnedlines of hate cross with no investment of interes...
Posted by rust mann on Wed, 09 May 2007 11:11:00 PST

con't

problems are reflections of what you have and what you want to haveand the struggle to get to a desired mindsetthat trouble is only a dissolved and diluted state of mindclouded with the notion th...
Posted by rust mann on Fri, 04 May 2007 12:42:00 PST

the crying man

i will cry no more for youi loved youand now you are gonei just wish you could see what you do to me.
Posted by rust mann on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:08:00 PST

pray for rain

  you haunt me your face comes to me and tears out my eyesyour voice screams to me and deafens my thoughtsno longer am i me. im now only a shadow of you. that pale reflection of what once was jo...
Posted by rust mann on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:29:00 PST

nur für Sie

the shades of time pass over this hourlight has been siphonedand drained into a voidi desire nothing more than to be by your sidei need this to livei need this warmthwithout you im am drifting in the ...
Posted by rust mann on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 01:29:00 PST

the final word

with his dying breathhe utters but three wordsthe significance of these words did not weigh on my mind untill after his passinghow so can we remove ourselveswhere did our drive go?the urge t...
Posted by rust mann on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 02:05:00 PST