sui caedere |
i suffer just to be your friend...the pains of life weigh me downmy intentions clear although unspokenmy efforts underappreciateddrowning in hateyour morals?absent, clouded, tainted.i was allways... Posted by rust mann on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 11:43:00 PST |
release |
know that the season has passedi look back, and try to be happythe outlook ahead may be grimbut for the moment i am contenteverything i need is withen my graspat ease, alone, at oneeverything i want i... Posted by rust mann on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:33:00 PST |
spiral' in |
my eyes are heavy with shademy tears hold back the will to carry onno choice left but to follow the paththis is not how i wanted to be but its to late to turn backset in my head.with what you must do ... Posted by rust mann on Thu, 31 May 2007 09:00:00 PST |
ring of scars |
you will know you're rightwhen the walls come falling downand there is no one left to blame except for metake it out on me..take it all out on me... Posted by rust mann on Fri, 11 May 2007 04:07:00 PST |
incubation |
sometims betrayel can be a feeling generated by someone or something not giving you value or satisfaction for cost...not being acknowledged or returnedlines of hate cross with no investment of interes... Posted by rust mann on Wed, 09 May 2007 11:11:00 PST |
con't |
problems are reflections of what you have and what you want to haveand the struggle to get to a desired mindsetthat trouble is only a dissolved and diluted state of mindclouded with the notion th... Posted by rust mann on Fri, 04 May 2007 12:42:00 PST |
the crying man |
i will cry no more for youi loved youand now you are gonei just wish you could see what you do to me. Posted by rust mann on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:08:00 PST |
pray for rain |
you haunt me your face comes to me and tears out my eyesyour voice screams to me and deafens my thoughtsno longer am i me. im now only a shadow of you. that pale reflection of what once was jo... Posted by rust mann on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:29:00 PST |
nur für Sie |
the shades of time pass over this hourlight has been siphonedand drained into a voidi desire nothing more than to be by your sidei need this to livei need this warmthwithout you im am drifting in the ... Posted by rust mann on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 01:29:00 PST |
the final word |
with his dying breathhe utters but three wordsthe significance of these words did not weigh on my mind untill after his passinghow so can we remove ourselveswhere did our drive go?the urge t... Posted by rust mann on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 02:05:00 PST |