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In this moment

In this moment I am taking on what belongs to my family. It is my family In this moment I can't imagine where I got this I'm different from those who claim to be my blood They don't know what a real...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 22:54:00 GMT

I’m long gone.

My time is going to fast. Life seems to be runing and I'm crawling behind it. Everyone and everything is quickly changing and I don't feel like I can keep up. What's wrong with me? Someday I want to b...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 23:30:00 GMT

You want this girl?

So you think you want this girl? This girl that doesn't party. This person at your beck and call, sits next to you and doesn't speak unless spoken to. Your right, that's not me. Never has been never w...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 20:42:00 GMT

You know

I'm still inside my head. How selfish. I can't think of anyone but me. I open my mouth and speak too much. I read into things too much. I'm just too much. I get angry all the time. I'm a glutton. I th...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 22:39:00 GMT

Inhale

I think of him here and there. I think of him in my sleep. I think of him and wonder what would have been... Where was this supposed to go? Was it fate's hand that stepped in and drew our paths apart?...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 09:37:00 GMT

SHHH!

I'm sitting in the living room stewing over the early morning bullshit that I had to go through. I glance around to see all the things that i don't have. I see this painting on the wall. The...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:55:00 GMT

The last laugh

He doesn't know how to tell the truth. He raises his hand to me because it feels good, he likes it but won't say it's so. He lies to the people he says he cares about. He lies to himself. We both have...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 03:18:00 GMT

I can smell it in the air.

I'm going to watch everyone that walks by, I want to know the look on their face.  I want to make them immortal.  I want the paper to know how I feel. Fuck!! I want to know how&nbs...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 03:26:00 GMT

Its mine

eIt's bright in here, I can hardly see, I out reach my hands, in an attempt to feel around, I touch nothing. I take a step towards my front, Nothing. I twirl around, Repeat the same motions, Nothing. ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 May 2008 21:32:00 GMT

The List

I do not need to be in control of every situation. I do not need them to tell me how my life is going to be. I do not need to feel such anger. I do not need to react to every emotion. I do not need to...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 15:01:00 GMT