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En Route

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About Me

*So* time for a change!
You're just my very favorite waste of lovely flesh!
'I didn't have time to have a big emotional thing with you. I had to study.' - What movie was that!?
So, I asked my X 'Why the fuck did you date me?' It was a rhetorical question, and made sense in context, but he said: 'Cause I figured you were fucked up enough to be with me & not be spooked away.' Okay? OK.
Some things you should know about me:
I have an extremely addictive personality.
I don't like the drugs but the drugs like me.
I am a masochist. But I'm also the most dominant submissive you'll ever meet.
I am a full time student, and I hope I always will be.
I care about everyone, till you get too close.
I have the greatest friends in the world, and the best enemies, too.
I believe that perfection lies in imperfection.
I like the rain. And kittens. And I hug trees.
I am an only child, but I have an amazing brother.
I am rather religious, superstitious, and insane. And I know it.
Sometimes, you need to scrub the surface painfully raw, before you get back to YOU.
Oh, and yes, I am still desperately trying to better myself. Isn't that what faith does? HA!
For fuck's sake I took this... and I'm lost...
click HERE to see what kinda druggie you are!
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||| 17%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Everyone, I suppose. Just... make an impression & don't be afraid to be yourself

My Blog

Time multiplied by Drugs divided by Sex prorated for Violence

Apparently the first explanation of things wasn't sufficient. Either elaboration is the key... or labotomy. Kandell may have had it right... A fucking labotomy for everyone. See, you're still pissed ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 17:16:00 GMT

Strawberry Shortcake, cream on top, tell me the name of your sweetheart...

I want to go back. To retract from ourselves and into our inner children. Let words flow like rain, speak freely. Go back to days when questions were never-ending & curiousity knew no bounds, ther...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 11:19:00 GMT

Revolutions, Revelations, Resolutions

I absolutely despise "New Years Resolutions". Why the hell do we wait for a new year to create change? It's like everything we do. Can't start a new relationship, because I need "closure" from the las...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 12:49:00 GMT

Twilight's Lies

Twilight's Lies Twilight comes baring words that mean nothing anymore,and from the edge of the earth, I can feel myself fall,Ocean waves place your sweet arms around me,cause in the end, at least she...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 19:38:00 GMT

Fuck Poetry

(This doesn't quite read right because I can't indent where there should be indents, and it's intended to be spoken word. Oh well!) You Keep slipping through my hands like w...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Apr 2005 17:46:00 GMT

A modification on the defamation of 'Love'

The athiest in me wants to create a formula for love. Not some pretty 'love potion ..9'... an analysis, a list of symptoms, an anatomy, a reason for what defies reason. "I'm just trying to make sense ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Apr 2005 17:41:00 GMT

Searching for Raindrops...

I'd like to share with you all, what Chad and I discussed tonight. Now, I didn't think to save the IM, but I will give you a jist. Chad thinks he is God. Why? Because he thinks that a man will save...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Mar 2005 01:52:00 GMT

Love

 (Now, This is especially long... but if you don't want to read it, at least skip to the bottom question... and give me your thoughts. Thanks. ;) )          There's this awful word that we all abus...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Mar 2005 18:22:00 GMT

Time

I'm wondering how to express the cacophany of random thoughts & cliches, idiosyncracies and tid-bits of self-loathing, self-depreciating, god-damn-near-homicidal (tangent coming on?) irony that won't ...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Feb 2005 22:05:00 GMT