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I want to have a pure time.
Until recently, my life was pure bliss. some bad shit happened that I still don't quite understand. there are times when I'm angry and bitter. there are times when I'm stone cold and ready to move on. and there are times when I'm just lonely and miss what I used to have. I've sort of accepted the fact that what was will never be again, and that even though it feels like I was just dumped out with the trash like so much refuse, there's still probably something out there that might cheer me up. I haven't found it yet. but I'm looking desperately. I hope one day I find it. but until then... Photos!

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this is nearning the end

I'm moving away. I have to leave here.  everything reminds me of her.  it really sucks.  I'm trying to get over what happened and just put some distance there.  my hope is that in ...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 11:57:00 GMT

I can't even think straight right now

You know those moments in life where you feel like you are about to seriously lose control?  My hands are shaking even as I type this.  I'm really having a hard time coping with this. ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 09:45:00 GMT

Spur of the moment stuff is really quite fun and rewarding!

So I took a little vacation from work and drove to Orlando to see Sarah this weekend!  Yes, of course I'm happy about that!  Why'd you even ask that silly, silly question?!  Oh...you di...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 17:21:00 GMT

go see it. now

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacan...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 22:48:00 GMT

A series of random thoughts-Biological predispositioning

So here we are.  On the road we call life.  In the distance I can see a fork.  I already know which path I'm going to take, and as resigned as I am to take it, there are still a few mis...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 15:01:00 GMT

my mark on the world

Eric Bolduc, my brother, called me the "Golden Child" tonight. We were talking about how much enrique's roomates get on people's nerves with their standoffish-ness.  The conversation went someth...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 01:15:00 GMT

a conversation left unfinished...

"Each and every man has a responsability to his fellow man, and is evil for everything he hasn't done for him." That's not the exact quote, but there's the jist of it.  Let us take our pragmatic...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 12:32:00 GMT

Life, and the ability to produce, THAT'S what it's all about, right?

I feel so useless right now... my grades have gotten progressively worse since I've been here at FSU.  And I've been here a long time.  I'm not getting out in four years like most kids.&nbs...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 10:07:00 GMT

Is this really still going on?

Pride is a dangerous thing.  It can inflame and cause a world of trouble. I've often seen fights break out over stupid things.  Small things.  Things that shouldn't matter.  "He s...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 23:49:00 GMT

So this weekend...

Wow.  Just wow.  Talk about one of the best things you can wake up to.  Ever.  I'd try and describe for you how I felt when I woke up saturday morning and saw them right there on m...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 20:04:00 GMT