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Matthew

I'm not afraid of losing it all, if I have to. Its either you do it or watch somebody else walk away

About Me


One Of A Kind
The Basics
- My name is Matthew Steve Espinosa
- I'm 21 year olds and my birthday is July 23, 1986.
- I live in Edinburg, Texas
- I work at Edwards Abstact and Title Company in Edinburg for over three years and still counting.
- I'm going to school at South Texas College for now. I want to go back to UTPA where I'll be majoring in Psychology and a minor in Criminal Justice.
- I know what I want in life and nothing is going to stop me.
- I am single and keeping my eyes open for somebody, but I don't want just anybody. I want somebody who's worth it. I'm in no hurry. If its going to happen its going to happen someday.
- I may be shy at first but once you get to know me I'm a very nice, sweet, funny, and dorky guy. I enjoy being myself. Why would I want to be somebody else when being myself is more fun.
- I am a romantic guy but with nobody to be romantic with.
- You don't ever want to see the darker side of me. I'm not the same person when I'm mad and it can get ugly.
- I try to be as open minded as I can.
- I'm a very honest person so I say things the way they are. Plus I'm not a good liar so I don't do thing I'm not good at.
- I actually do have morals for myself believe it or not.
- I'm VERY loyal to my friends, family, crushes, and everything else. I stick to my word all the time no matter what.
- Huge day dreamer.
- Big dork and very proud.
- I'm alot more than what meets the eye
- I just want to live my life to the fullest. You only live once so enjoy it while you can.
- I believe in God and that things happen for a reason, and whatever reason that mean be I'll find out sooner or later
- I may not look like it but I can be pretty crazy at times. Its things like those that make me.... me.
The Things I Love To Do
- Being with my friends is the best thing in the world. I have awesome friends and I wouldn't trade them for the world.
- I'm always up for anything new and fun. Doing the samethings over and over get boring. There's so much out there to do. Why stick with the samethings?
- PARTY!!! Partying with friends leads to alot of great memories.
- My favorite drinks are Miler Lite, Corona, Dos XX, Budwiser Select, Jager Bombs, Tequila Shots, Royal Fucks, and really any kind of shot. I do party and drink but I am responsible because I take care of my friends.
- I like to cook . Yes I can cook... somewhat. I find it very fun to cook. I like working with my hands. I don't know how to cook much but I'm learning new things.
- Road trips!!! . Love going to San Antonio and Austin as much as I can. I really enjoy just driving and being with friends.
- is my passion. I'm a concert whore. If you go to a rock concert more than likely you'll see me there. I've been to over 30 concerts and there's still more to come.
- I love music especially rock . I listen to everything from hip hop to country to heavy metal but I mainly listen to rock.
- Playing sports. I like to play basketball, golf, bowling, working out, kickboxing, soccer, and pool.
- Going to the beach is the best. Just wish I went more often.
- I also like to write songs. People say I'm pretty good at it. You be the judge of that. They're my blogs if you ever want to read them.
- I like to watch movies. I like to watch all kinds of movies, but my favorite kind are horror and comedy. I'm a sucker for any horror movie. I'll watch anything just depending on my mood.
- Taking pictures is my favorite hobby. I like to take pictures when I go to concerts and being with friends. I always have a camera with me where ever I go.
The Things I Hate
- I hate people who use or take advantage of others for their own little game. I think its patheic, but I believe in karma and one day it WILL catch up to you.
- I'm afraid of yellow jacket bee's. Got stung by one of those and that was it for me. They hurt like Hell.
- I can't stand hypocrites. If your going to say something you better stick with it.
- One of the biggest things I can't stand at all are people who pretend to be somebody they're not. Stop tying to be somebody your not and try being the person you are.
- People who aren't respectful. You have to give respect in order to get respect.
- I have no respect for people who liars, cheaters, and players.
- People who play with other people's hearts.
- People who can never figure out what they want in life.
In the end I'm just... me
There's nobody else like me
I am, who I am, what I am, that's the way I like it
If you don't believe me or dont like me well then thats your problem. I'm 100% real. Don't believe me then you can suck it for all I care. Have a nice day.
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My Interests

I'm always there for my friends... no matter what.

I'd like to meet:

Anybody it's always good to make new friends.

I would also love to meet the girl of my dreams. She's out there and I'll find her. She'll be worth the wait.

Girl Of My Dreams:
I don't ask for much. All I ask is this...

- Be mature is a must
- Somebody who is REAL!!!
- Somebody who is actually truely worth it all.
- Actually treats me right as much I will with her
- Has morals.
- Loyal
- Somebody I can have fun with
- Won't take advantage of the things I do for her
- Able to talk to me no matter what
- Honest.
- Above all else just be yourself and take me for who I am

I'm tired of being the one that always try's and feels like the idiot in the end. For once in my life... I want somebody who's truely worth it. There's nothing worse in life than a missed opportunity. So the day I meet that girl I hope I don't miss that opportunity.

I want a girl like her. Cristina Scabbia of Lacuna Coil

The Hardy Brothers

My Favorite Bands

Rob Zombie

Killswitch Engage

Cold

Stone Sour

Slipknot

Lacuna Coil

HIM

Hellyeah

Evanescence

Kelly Clarkson

KoRn

Deftones

Kittie

Sevendust

Pitbull

A.F.I.

Flyleaf

Within Temptation

Cradle of Filth

Finger Eleven

Music:

I listen to all kinds of music from hip hop to country to heavy metal, but I mostly listen to rock. Some of my favorite bands are Evanescence, Slipknot , Lacuna Coil , Cold , Sevendust, H.I.M. , Mudvayne, Alter Bridge, Killswitch Engage , Avenged Sevenfold, KISS, KoRn, Godhead, Team Sleep, Apocalyptica, Motley Crue, Rob Zombie , Theory of a Deadman, Nightwish, Finger Eleven, Papa Roach, Distrubed, Seether, Black Eyed Peas, Bleeding Through, Hurt, Bloodsimple, Neverset, Nickelback, Nine Inch Nails, Within Temptation, Marilyn Manson, Lordi, Flyleaf, Powerman 5000, Static-X, Cradle of Filth, Kittie, Walls of Jericho, Daddy Yankee, Kelly Clarkson, Hinder, Pitbull, Stone Sour , Three Days Grace, AFI, Lifehouse, Deftones, Audioslave, Elvis, HELLYEAH, and Aerosmith.

Movies:

The Crow , Serenity, The Devil's Rejects, 28 Days Later, 28 Weeks Later, Just Friends, Bride of Chucky, Shoot 'Em Up , Hellraiser, The Benchwarmers, 300, Superman, Ice Age, Aladdin, The Longest Yard, Desperado , Dawn of the Dead, and The Addams Family. I like all kinds of movies. It just depends on my mood, but my favorite is horror.

Television:



Married... With Children

WWE

CSI

TruTV

The George Lopez Show

The IT Crowd

Family Guy

Books:



The Bible

I Am Legend

The Lovely Bones

The Hellbound Heart

Save Me From Myself

Men's Health Magazine

Revolver Magazine

Heroes:



God

Rob Zombie

Chad Grey of Mudvayne and Hellyeah

Mark Tremonti of Alter Bridge

Scooter Ward of Cold

My Blog

Fairy Tale

Fairy TaleIn a world of lost soulsIs where you'll find myself all aloneI've been here waitingHoping you'll come someday for meThat story has yet to comeMy heart is stolenFrom what it once wasI have to...
Posted by Matthew on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 09:15:00 PST

Lies

Lies It's all nothing but liesIt's all nothing but liesThat ever come out of your mouthCan't you ever close your mouthCan't you ever tell the truthWhat is it that you're afraid ofThe truth needs to be...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

For Her

For Her I walk down this road aloneI don't want a loverWhat I want is a friendTo stay with me till the endThis world has gone to HellAnd it's not coming backThe tabels have turned nowI don't want love...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

On Broken Wings

here's another song i wrote. this is my favorite song that i've written so far. it was made for someone who was special in my life. it's called On Broken Wings On Broken Wings There you wereSmiling ba...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Greyest Blue Sky

here's another song i wrote. My Greyest Blue Sky Darkness eternal Trap in this place All alone Can you find me? Can you help me? Can you be here? My one true love My past is gone My ...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Our World

this is another song i wrote. hope u like it. Our World You think you know us You think you know the whole world I have news for you You dont know shit Welcome to our world Now get y...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Take Away

this is the first song i wrote hope u like it. let me know what u think. Take Away In all my life I was searching Searching for one so true Never thought I could find you It all felt like d...
Posted by Matthew on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST