I keep it real and dats a promise€I maybe a bitch but at least I€™m honest€Some say im a biatch€well yeah.. dat maybeBut I don€™t remember asking you haters to lyk me€Wen I walk in d haters stop and stareWell kip on looking€coz I don€™t f*ckin care!!!I€™ve got my own life and styleI ain€™t tryn 2 please u and make u smileSo f*ck you if I ain€™t worth ur while..
I'd like to meet:
i am wondering at dis very minute if u are
thinkin of
me..if u lyk me..u are wonderin wut is takin us
so
long to find each oder. many times i thot i
finally
found u..only to be disillusioned..by the fact
dat my
wait has not yet ended..i get up each morning
hoping,dreaming,longing to mit u..i am
thinkin of
how we will mit..wud it be as romantic as the
once
i hav seen in movies? or is it possible dat i
hav
known u all my lyf but we hav yet to realize dat
we r
meant 4 each oder..how i wish u wer hir ryt
now..bcoz u r d only one hu has the answers
to all
my questions..sumtyms i ask myself if i hav
really
known love..i do not hav d answer to dat
question
and i beliv dat i will never know until i find u..u
juz
dont kno how often i dream of finally knowing
wut it
feels lyk to be in ur arms even at dis very
moment..i am wonderin how u will simply
sweep
me off my feet..perhaps, i will be drawn to u
by ur
smile,ur eyes or maybe how u manage to
make
laugh..by ur silly lil ways..i do not rili know
wen..but
i am prayin dat god will help me recognize u
wen d
ryt time comes..i think of all d pain dat i hav
gone
thru..in the past and of how much i cried
since d
day i began my search..i juz wanted u 2 know
dat i
find my strength in clinging onto a vision of a
beautiful lyf ahead of me..d lyf i shall spend
wid
u..in my mind,in my heart..i kno u r worth all
dat
pain and sacrifice..after all d tears hav
become
part of my lyf..and i beliv dat dey are slowly
washing away..my flaws so dat i wud
become
perfect 4 u..i wonder if u hav gon thru so
much
pain as well..i wonder if u hav bin hurt..so
many
times along the journey..but my dearest
one..pls
dont giv up..bcoz i am ryt hir..patiently w8n for
u..i
assure u..dat wen we finally find each oder..i
will
slowly heal dos wounds by my luv..at nyt..i
wud luk
out my window and stare at d beautiful
sky..hoping
dat sumwer..u are also lukin for me..and
wonderin
about me..i utter a silent prayer and send all
my
cries to heaven..thinkin that in time dey wud
reach
u..and wen i feel impatient i juz close my
eyes and
beliv dat u r on ur way and dat u r longin 2
see me
as well..and wen i finally fall asleep..i still
hear ur
voice in my deepest dreams..for now..it is the
only
place wer i can hold u..long enuf to tell u how
much
i luv u..in my dreams..u wud kiss away my
fears
and wrap me wid ur arms of luv..so all d mor
dis
makes me want 2 wake up & face d nu day
ahead
wid a new hope dat u will no longer be a
dream
but a reality..once agen..i am assured dat u r
w0rth
d w8 and wen d time comes everything will
fall into
place juz as i had imagined..juz as i had
thought..juz as i had dreamed..juz as i had
believed it wud be..by then..i wud simply luk
back
and smile silently at all dat i hav gone
thru..despite
d pain..wid d simple joys of lyf..i wud be
thankful..bcoz dey all lead me to u..f0r
now..take
care of urself 4 me..hold on to our dream and
dont
even think of lettin go..beliv in ur hart dat we
will
find each oder no matter wut..g0d saw it..dat
all da
roads we take..no matter w/c one we choose
lead
to each oder..
Books:
bankbook ng parents ko... :)
Heroes:
jesus christ our hero
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