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I go by the name Meghan also known as the girl of your dreams, created in NY. I’m 19, young and still learing about life. I never sit still, I constantly fidget. I am always dazed but yet still aware of everything going on around me. I wish I was famous but still think I am. I always have to have the last word which gets me in trouble. I am a head case, yet completely one of the sanest people I know. NOTHING PHASES ME ANYMORE. I never want to grow up, but still can’t wait each year till my birthday. It’s hard for me to love and I’m hard to love. I hate being alone. I love to watch people. I am intrigued with people. Old pictures make me happy and sad. I like to take the "scenic route" even if it’s the long way. I am my own idol. I never sleep, but I never wake up. I am smarter than you think, I know what breaks people, and I get vibes from everyone, usually bad ones. Everything you do is an accomplishment, even if it’s nothing. I would rather regret doing something than regret not doing it at all. Everything that’s meant to happen...eventually does. I love just being myself! I'm out to have a good time and I change for NOBODY! If you don’t like me, thats your own problem, cause I could care less... I only sweat over the people who make a difference in my life. People who don’t know me are too quick to judge me, so dont blame your insecurities on me. I’m not cocky, just overly confident..so get your facts straight. I am a bitch, so dont waste your time telling me something i already know. I tell you how it is, if I don’t like you it’s for a good reason, and i dont believe in second chances...you are who you are. I can’t stand stuck up, fake girls, i only surround myself with a few girls and trust me they not your average everytype of girl. I’m very picky with whom I hang around with and I’m not trying to lower my standards anytime soon. I do not drink or smoke thats because I have better things to do with my life and plan on making something out of it. I am currently in college will be for 7 years. My world right now revolves around Family and School. No matter how strong or indpendent you think you are, you will ALWAYS need your family. Keep them close and be there for them like they always would be for you. I learn best from life experience and I’ve basically been through it all. Some people build you up just to bend and break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life we meet people &; every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is, we can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough. If we have faith in ourselves, in whom we are. The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times &; stand by that for the rest of your life. No one has the right to tell you who you are or try &; control your life because it's yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us &; change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you can know what's right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices &; you learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It's past news. Everything happens for a reason, &; without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with &; deal with before we eventually break. Story of my life… I’m an only child, and before you go around saying I’m a spoiled little brat, don’t talk until you’ve walked in my shoes. Everyone has a story that’s untold. And nobody can tell my story better than me. So, If you know me, you know what I’m all about. I was raised by a single mother, who did better raising me than any 2 parents ever could! I love the person I grew into today. I love to laugh, and smile, I never take anything in life for granted, I’m a very outgoing girl with a good head on my shoulders. I am hard headed at times, but that’s just who I am. I love to challenge myself, and love trying new things. I don’t judge it until I try it. I love being pushed beyond my limits. I’m a crazy girl, and sometime I don’t know when enough is really enough. My passion is cars and street bikes. Anything that goes fast, I’m on it. Or already did it. I love life and im not the type of girl to live my life sheltered. Everyday is a new adventure to me and i live it to the fullest. Can u keep up?