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About Me

Hey there! My name is Brittney. This is my myspace. It's not all jazzy. Or whatever. This is pretty much it. I am 18. I'm going to be a second year senior at Newark High this year. I do not know what I want in life, Just that I do not want to die alone and afraid to face what is next. Speaking of, I am in relationship that I am almost completely happy with. Thanks Christian...You make me happy =]. My life was turned upside down. Ironically...I would not have it any other way besides a certain someone being a bit closer. I have a complex set of beliefs. I disbelieve things that an ordinary person would disbelieve, yet I also believe things that only the insane could think of, according to most of today's society. I am masochistic. If it has a shot at hurting me, I go for it. Mentally and physically. I am of sound mind, yet I have psychotic tendancies. Figure that one out. I can never relate to the hero. I always relate to the most insane tormented person in the story. I had problems growing up that not even my own mother know. only 4 people know. And if they are telling...Guess that shows what kind of friends I have. My favorite color is purple. I don't know why...It just is. My favorite bands are Cold, Kamelot, and Opeth. I love cats. I have two as of the moment, Frosty and Snowball. I had a kitten named Karma...but she was lost to the world. She was my baby kitty. =( I want tattoos. LOTS of tattoos. But I probably won't even get one. My ears are pierced, and they are extremely crooked. I had braces. I have a lot of phobias. And I think I may be done here. For now, that is.

My Blog

What's this? What's this?

There's something very wrong!Ah, the Nightmare Before Christmas....lolwoooowwwww.So tomorrow morning I go back home.=[If only, If only.So I go back. Back to a world where eveything's wrong.Back to a w...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 17:19:00 GMT

Poet?

I found my old DeviantART page. Here's some of the writing I put up there. Don't hate. I was like 11. lolIf This is Hell...(Nightmare influenced)If this is hell, its not so bad. I feel welcome here.Wi...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Aug 2009 12:46:00 GMT

Ah...well...it's all good in tha hood.

Somewhere outside of timeSomewhere outside of spaceThe space between The space not leftAnd the space not yetA frozen world begins anewA broken heart works againA frazzled mind tries to mendAnd when I ...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 18:45:00 GMT

Take 2.

And now...I'm attempting a take 2 on this blog. I had a whole big thing going on and then it disappeared. So.In case you don't know, my life is falling to shards of what it could be. I'm accepting it ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 22:09:00 GMT

Thought process. (story thingy) (unfinished)

I keep thinking maybe I'm going to be alright. Maybe I'll get to be happy someday. It's hard to do when you don't have a home. It's hard to do when nothing wants you around. I'm not even sure if I wan...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 21:18:00 GMT

If It Burns, I'll Keep Fueling The Same Dream.

Ah, geeze. I know I don't put much here, But I think I need to update once in a while.I moved...Again.My Roscoe dog was hit by a car...He died.My best friend is moving away,And my other best friend do...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 00:32:00 GMT

Life sucks, I’ll get over it...Someday.

So. Since I have moved, I've gotten rid of the past 5 years in a blink, And I believe that was the only good thing that happened. I mean, I REALLY like this one kid...But it's like he's sending me th...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 01:14:00 GMT

Nothing.

I guess... Nothing ever goes the way it seems Nothing is ever more than hopes and dreams I keep thinking that maybe someday I could possbily find a way But I guess nothing is ever what it seems, And ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:18:00 GMT