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Amusing. I opened up my eyes, it would appear i slept. it must have been weeks since i last slept. i felt the usual confusion upon waking - everything from before my eyes openeing feels unreal and utterly questionable. wasteful sleep annihilating all certainty, consuming all precious consciousness like fire ever - ravenous. question sleep and all its motives. this time, however, my protests are silenced as i seem to have benefitted. this time the fire burned away more than just confidence in memory, but the strings are burned away as well. in trade of clearly remembering an unpleasant past, i've regained control of my will, a new thing to accustom myself to. funny thing, pinnochio's a real boy now, but his wirings all fucked up. no chance of salvation -still one can try to slow down their decent. emotions overwhelming, too many distractions from within. first on the agenda is to re-awaken the insect, and assume a lovely coldness with ice in place of swirling noise, control awaits!! i shall now make myself a sandwich. God help the neighbors if they have no cheese.
the passions that drive us should be the ones we respect and admire. to feel contempt for one's own motivations is a vulgar thing. too often it seems i've succumbed to less than admirable compulsions driven by this furiously reprehensible machine of mine. so many things inside that i can do without - desires and what not. so extraneous. by the time i write in this book again, i hope to be as cold as the moon that lights this page.
My knife it's sharp and chrome
Come see inside my bones
All of the fiends are on the block
I'm the new king
I taste the queen
In here we are all anemic
In here anemic and sweet
So go get your knife
And come in
So go get your knife
And lay down
So go get your knife now kiss me
I can float here forever
In this room we can't touch
The floor in here
We're all anemic
In here anemic and sweet so
People =O
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