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Ryan Amazing

I am here for Friends

About Me

[Do I dare disturb the universe? In a minute there is time For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.For I have known them all already, known them all: Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons, I have measured out my life with coffee spoons; I know the voices dying with a dying fall Beneath the music from a farther room. So how should I presume?]-T.S. EliotI suppose it would be a bold statement to say that I prefer not to live my life shackled by the conventional societal implications that force many to be breathing, but not actually living. I play guitar in a band, and I write music.P.S. fuck all the bullshit. i am who i am and i think im a good person and a great friend. sucks that certain people i cared about don't view me the same way.

My Interests

music, guitars, writing music, ex-dklimb, ex-friend.

I'd like to meet:

candid, real, and abstract.

Music:

foo fighters, incubus, the agency, nirvana, guns n' roses, the police, U2, rush, mae, motley crue, mute math, coldplay, led zeppelin, the beatles, further seems forever, elliot smith, the movielife, mashlin, head automatica, traded to racine, pearl jam, jet, the sleeping, cursive, say anything, the faint, every time i die, freemartin, bright eyes, at the drive-in, the mars volta, thrice, sparta, sunday driver, bear vs. shark, the aka's, unsung zeros, coheed and cambria, thursday, jimi hendrix, acdc, the cure, R.E.M, duran duran, new found glory, red hot chili peppers, sleeping girl drowning, thread of hope, symbiance, cru jones, all thats left, fallen from the sky, finch etc etc etc.

Movies:

american history x, requiem for a dream, almost famous

Television:

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Books:

The Stranger by Albert Camus, The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka, and i know its just a poem but The Lovesong of J. Alfred Prufrock

My Blog

britney spears in a turqoise sweater.

sometimes i think i live as someone overqualified wallowing in the mire of an underqualified life. maybe thats just my natural underlying pretentiousness seeping out again, cause god knows i've been...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Fri, 16 May 2008 12:01:00 PST

sometimes i write shitty songs. sometimes i think i dont. sometimes i dont think when i write.

striking a chord for lovers lamentmelody seeths with an honest intentkilling himself gently in part,hoping that she rebuilds his heart. compromise the trivialdont let her leave--she will not ever...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 01:18:00 PST

go fuck yourself.

i sit here blankly hoping and waiting for life to speed up to something that will make me smile and keep that action on my face for a good while. instead i get the cursor dancing methodically in ...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:52:00 PST

this social scene has gone to shit.

my father used to always tell me i was one of the most talented people he has met in his life. still does sometimes. this bartender at my work named darcy also blessed me with this same dubious verbal...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 09:09:00 PST

fruity pebbles

.. would rew..nd and re-play and re-l..ve our story 7000 t..mes ..n slow mot..on just to see you tomorrow and the next day and maybe some more after that. the hurt and frustrat..o...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:56:00 PST

tranquility

for the f..rst t..me ..n the longest t..me, .. can s..t here and revel ..n my content for my l..fe and my current s..tuat..on. ..ts not perfect, but ..ts ..nch..ng ..n moderat..on towards ..t. ...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:09:00 PST

you gotta know when to fold em.

i quit.
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 12:41:00 PST

insomnia.

my glass ain't half full. its half empty because i drank most of it and i would seriously love another. sometimes upon intense reflection i realize that i've become indifferent to basically everythin...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Sun, 13 May 2007 02:22:00 PST

blah blah blah

FUCK i feel lonely and its stupid. i really hope something good or exciting happens to me sometime in the next few weeks--im WAY fucking past due. i wish this wasn't more difficult than i thought it'd...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Mon, 07 May 2007 10:45:00 PST

gyds.

the irreverant banter of the neighborhood children playing in the florida afternoon provides an awkward yet slightly depressing comfort as every new day is born and every yesterday is put to rest. eac...
Posted by Ryan Amazing on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 04:37:00 PST