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Fionn Regan
GUillemots
Catherine Feeny
Kelly Jones
Sigur Ros
Jack Johnson
Beethoven
Tchaikovsky
Mark Ronson
Mr Hudson and the Library
and obviously Jess Blake
In all honesty I'm just a girl looking for a guy.
Amd there are a few other things that i can do. Like playing the violin. always wanted to be an artist when i grew up, so i want to take up painting again.
I want to happy.
That's the most important thing. Because if i'm not happy, I can have all the money in the world... but what good will it do me? I like to laugh, at things that are funny, and things that other people don't think are funny. I love people, and i like being loved. Jess Blake has been the best friend to me this year, and it's around our decade anniversary (actually more).
I really want to live in Austria, i think. That's why I'm taking German, and i want to play the violin. PLAY. PLAY. Not just be good...
Play it like a game. Like you play hide and seek. That's the way i want to play the violin. And not care what anyone thinks of me. I love my life. And my mum. And my dad... he's funny.
I like taking photographs of flowers and going for walks, which reminds me that I want to go and feed the ducks sometime and go for a picnic. Because these are the parts of life that actually matter. I don't care if I'm not the biggest success. And if I fail all my exams I'll probably be upset for a while, but my mum says she won't mind, and it won't make me a bad person. So stress is the one thing I'm avoiding at the moment, which means not putting pressure on myself to get all As. because that's what i want. and my biggest fear is of being a failure. but once you get over the fact that being a failure is actually acceptable...
then the world becomes a happy place
and you realise that actually there are soooo many possibilities.
possibilities that you make happen,
because i am the author of my life and this book is not yet finished! :-)
I just watched Mean Girls and it made me think... it's not the most life changing film in the world, but it reminds me of myself
And I just wanted to say that everyone, well most people, want to fit in with the people around them, want to be liked, want to have friends, and at the time it normally seems like the easiest way to do that is to become one of them
But then you forget who you are
You forget who your friends are
You forget why you even wanted to be liked
Just like a small obsession
Because most people are scared that if they tell the truth about who they are, or who i am, that nobody will like me, that i'll just end up with no friends and be the socially retard that i have avoided my life being.....
(Here i am staying in on a Saturday night wathcing Mean Girls :-) Make of that what you will....
And never forget the people that you love to try and be cool
As I like most people have some little part of me that would love to have the ground I walk on worshipped and people to want to be like me, to have all the money in the world and be the best looking person wherever I go....
But it's just so much easier, and a lot nicer to be who I am and do all the things I want to do without having to impress people are try and be the best, the hottest and the coolest all the time....
And I love Jess Blake... she is my friend and thankyou to her :-)
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