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About Me

nobody is always what you may perceive them to be. it's really easy to put on a mask and pretend. we all do it daily. what can i tell you about myself other than i'm sick and tired of pretending i'm fine, i'm happy. i won't believe the imagination, the fatasy, the story anymore. i'm real. that's it. that's all i can say. and i wanna be as real as person can be.

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My Interests

I love music, writing music, hanging out with friends, travelling and discovering new cultures, laughing, crying, being a girl, dancing, telling jokes (although i'm running low), time alone and time together, reading, conflict (i'm just good at resolving-but not any drama) i hate drama

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I am who I am. There's no one that can change that. I am uner constant metamorphisis and one day I will be that beautiful who will fly. I believe in the Ultimate I AM, and for that I will gladly continue to sacrifice my life over again. I fall short of my mark all of the time, but a righteous man will stand back up everytime he falls. I am nobody special, nobody great, just unique in my oen way.

Music:

Sarah Slean, The Fray, Incubus, Sparta, Corinne Bailey Rae, What the Funk, The Fugees, Lauryn Hill, Ben Harper, John Legend, Jack Johnson, Donovan Frankeinwriter, John Mayor, The Shins, Red Hot Chili Peppers (newest album rocks!) Deathcab for cutie, cold play, Dave Matthews Band, Norah Jones, Holly McNarland, I love Jungle Music

Movies:

Boondock Saints, How to Make an American quilt, Mad Love,

Television:

Canadian's Next Top Model, Greys Anatomy, Supernova

Books:

Memoirs of a Geisha, The Assasin, This Present Darkness, She's Come Undone, Anna Karenina,She's Come Undone, East of Eden, Fall on your Knees, Wicked

Heroes:

All the Kenyan women who work 16 hour days only to come home and work cause their drunk-ass husbands are nowhere to be found

My Blog

Nine words to save a Relationship

So last night I was at my nana's, with the fam, for Mother's Day. We were sitting around eating our big Italiano meal when my nana said "Do you guys know the Nine words that can save a relationship?" ...
Posted by N i c o l e on Mon, 14 May 2007 06:46:00 PST

We're all just one in the same!

and the world comes a tumbling down..... i like that phrase. its open for so much interpretation. anyways, have been working like a dog and i'm happy because its payweek and well i need money cause i ...
Posted by N i c o l e on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:32:00 PST

Approval?

Here's some food for thought: Why is it that when we get validation for who we are, what we do, etc...the people who freely give it to us don't really do us justice. Their validation doesn't seem like...
Posted by N i c o l e on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 10:47:00 PST

YEAH WE'VE MOVED

Today is mine and Ryan's six months!!!! What a wonderful way to start the week off in our new home. That's right. The move has been completed. We are now set up in our new place, although we still hav...
Posted by N i c o l e on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 06:59:00 PST

Congrats Sam

On March 5th, 2007 it was my brothers 15th month of being sober. Sober from drugs booze, everything under the sun. I just finished watching a movie he made about being nine months sober and i just rea...
Posted by N i c o l e on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 06:35:00 PST

Depression

I cannot explain to anyone what going through Depression is like. I can tell you this much though; i am standing at the top of a spiraling staircase. i am looking down watching myself fall, hitting ea...
Posted by N i c o l e on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 08:57:00 PST

THE MOVE

Well its official, me and Ryan are moving to Newmarket on March 10th, 2007. How exciting!!!!! Living at home with your parents for around a month can be stressful to your relationship. There's just no...
Posted by N i c o l e on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:16:00 PST

Anger

Alright here's what's going on, it seems to me that i have a lot of anger. for most people this wouldn't phase them but for me it does. i've never really been an angry person. i let things slide, i go...
Posted by N i c o l e on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:57:00 PST

He is the Best.....

I have the best boyfriend EVER.....He is my everything...He is my all....... Once upon a time there was this lonely girl. This lonely girl had a lot of expectations put upon her shoulders at a very yo...
Posted by N i c o l e on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:44:00 PST

Growing up for the New Year

It hit me New Years Eve Night, laying in bed while the world was going in cirlces due to drinking too much French wine, that I will be 23 this year. Turning twenty three is haunting me. It scares me b...
Posted by N i c o l e on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 09:37:00 PST