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Myspace Layouts For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.com Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals. I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations on the phone. Before I was a Mom, I slept as late as I wanted And never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words of lullabies.Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on Pooped on Spit on Chewed on Peed on Or pinched by tiny fingersBefore I was a Mom I had complete control of: My thoughts My body And my mind. I slept all night.Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child So that doctors could do tests Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces When I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small Could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small Could make me feel so important.Before I was a Mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay I had never known the warmth The joy The love The heartache The wonder Or the satisfaction of being a Mom.I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom. Author unknown

My Blog

A goodbye dream.

I havn't  done a blog in awhile and I had the weirdest thing happen. So I thought maybe I could get some thoughts on it from everyone. First let me start by saying my grandfather passed away March 13t...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:54:00 GMT

COMFORT

The sound of heat kicking on for the first time since summer has ended and fall began. The first flower blooming or first rain fall since spring arrived. The beautiful snow fall when winter enters our...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 15:18:00 GMT

My Poem

I wrote this poem back in 2005. It has helped me get through some times when I just wanted to scream WHY? until I became blue in the face. One day realizing that even if I knew why...it was ...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 20:01:00 GMT

The Dash Poem

The Dash PoemI read of a man who stood to speak, at the funeral of a friend.He referred to the dates on this tombstone from beginning &.to the end.He noted that first came his date of birth and spoke ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:11:00 GMT

Quick question to anyone who has an answer

I was just wandering, why is it that alot of police officers are the biggest hypocrites in the world? Arnt they supposed to be the ppl we can trust. Example for you, a while back I walked into a party...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 02:17:00 GMT

He has yet to fuck me over

Ok I'm a blogger....so shoot me!!! Here is where I vent cuz at this point I have no one to vent to so here it goes, First and foremost......I am me. This is MY life and I am going to live it the way I...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:55:00 GMT

TOO OVER WHELMING....is that how you spell that?

Ok people I can't take it any longer. WOOOOOOOOOW is life amazingly great. All I need now is a good job that I enjoy doing and everything will be absolutly perfect. I have great friends, Megan found m...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 08:57:00 GMT

Falling Hard...and Fast

Yep you all know what I am talking about. And it is happening as we speak. I can not explain the way I felt last night. How special I felt. How great it felt to hear HIM say those things to me. GGGGOO...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 12:51:00 GMT

YOU NEVER KNOW UNLESS YOU TRY

   I really need to vent!!! Get this off my chest cuz I am completly at the end of my rope with this. Instead of keeping it all inside and eventually exploding in an angry way...I shoul...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 13:47:00 GMT

So I witnessed some justice happen last night

So I had to go pick my brother up in Ridgeway last night. Before we could go home he had to run to the Bilo to get some things for his girlfriend and take them back to her apartment. So I pulled in to...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:11:00 GMT