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Name: Eve
Birthday: Jan 12 1989
Birthplace: Bradenton, Fl
Current Location: Pensacola Fl
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Black at the moment
Height: Too tall. (I'm 6' btw)
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Irish, and such.
The Shoes You Wore Today: My flip flops
Your Weakness: Wouldn't you like to know?
Your Fears: Lonliness
Your Perfect Pizza: Extra cheese. Yum yum.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Become settled in my new life.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: O.O
Thoughts First Waking Up: "Fuck, I have to get up?! 5 more minutes! *grumble grumble*"
Your Best Physical Feature: Only good physical feature in my opinion. My eyes
Your Bedtime: Whenever my brain decides to shut off. Late.
Your Most Missed Memory: Curling up in front of the tv with my puppy dog, Sparkey.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi yum
MacDonalds or Burger King: Depends. MacDonalds fries, and Burger Kings burgers.
Single or Group Dates: Group dates. Less stress.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Um, I'm not going to dignify that with a response. *glares* (CHOCOLATE)
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee. Yummmm. Caffine!
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Of course not *shifty eyes*
Do you Sing: Yep, one of the only things I'm proud of.
Do you Shower Daily: Um, duh
Have you Been in Love: :)
Do you want to go to College: Eventually when I have monies
Do you want to get Married: Someday.
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Ugh, yes.
Do you think you are Attractive: Not really.
Are you a Health Freak: I get in my health mode every once and a while.
Do you get along with your Parents: Mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms: Of course. I love storms. Good days to curl up and read ^-^In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Icy blue
Favourite Hair Color: Black or dark brown
Short or Long Hair: Long hair. yummy
Height: Taller than me.
Weight: Doesn't really matter.
Best Clothing Style: Gothic/Punk/Emo (ish)
Number of Drugs I have taken: None.
Number of CDs I own: Lots
Number of Piercings: Just two in each ear.
Number of Tattoos: One.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Countless...the list seems endless at times.
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My Interests

Wow, where to start? I love theater, though I've never had the courage to actually get on a stage. One of my secret dreams is to star in Rent, as Mimi. Strange, I know, but true. I love to read, and I occasionally write, though I haven't for quite a while. My blog is filled with mostly rants, but I need to vent my emotions somewhere. I love to sing, have been since before I can remember. It's one of the only things I truly pride myself on.

As you can see I'm interested in the world of BDSM. I don't want any one of you who is looking at my profile to judge me on that, because I can guarantee that you no absolutely nothing about it. I serve my Master loyally, and our relationship is far deeper than any "vanilla" relationship could ever reach. I love him, serve him, and will never betray him. I am collared by him, and proud of it. I wear my collar and leash when I go out, with my Master holding tight to the leash. I wouldn't have it any other way. My life is his, I share everything with him, as he does with me.

If anyone has questions, or are interested in the BDSM aspect of life, please contact me. I would love to talk to you. Mind you, if you just want to hear about sex, go somewhere else. I want only the truly interested, with relevant questions. I love meeting new local BDSM people. :)

I'd like to meet:

The local BDSM community. Though I'm sure there aren't that many of us in Pensacola, but there has to be some of you out there! I'd really like to hear from you!

Music:

Everything. Music is life, passion, emotion. It is EVERYTHING.

Movies:

The Crow, Girl Interrupted, Rent, Phantom of the Opera, The Princess Bride, the Harry Potter movies, The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, Nightmare Before Christmas, Rocky Horror Picture show, The Pirates of the Caribbean movies, Spirited Away....the list is endless, and people will have fallen asleep if I list them all here. :)

Television:

L&O:SVU, CSI, Angel, and Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Books:

The In Death series, the Anita Blake Vampire Hunter series, Sunshine Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer, and anything having to do with vampires, werewolves, and murder.

Heroes:

My mother and father, whom had to deal with me as a teenager. I respect them, even if I don't normally show it. They are the most remarkable people I have ever met. I owe all I am to them.

My Blog

Confused

So, this is absolute torture. I wish I was more. I wish I was more than just a girlfriend. That phrase is so...trivial for what we have. What I think we have. He told me, when I moved up here, and whe...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 10:16:00 PST

To everyone....READ!!

If you want more of my pointless rambling of my fucked up life, I shall be moving my blog to livejournal.com It is easier to just have to update one journal. My user name on that is Ashers_Pet If you ...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:07:00 PST

I am up.......

At the crack of 6am. Ick. I had to drive John to work. He was late, so I was mostly startled awake. My tummy's isn't too happy. But it also has other things to worry about. Like my interview this afte...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 04:32:00 PST

Still jobless....still in a rut.

Why can't I find my place? It wasn't in Bradenton. I know that for a fact. I needed to get out. But I seem so out of place here too. I mean, I love John, and I love spending time with him, and his fri...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 12:27:00 PST

ROCKY HORROR

Tonight was completely kickass. Totally what I needed to get out of this rut. I had a great time. I almost didn't want to go, but I'm glad I did :p Met a great bunch of people. (Note them all in my de...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 12:49:00 PST

Update.

So, I just thought I'd give a little update. I've been meaning to for a while now, but haven't had the energy to do it. Things are good, mostly. Still looking for a job. Petland looks the most promisi...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 08:14:00 PST

We have a floor!!!!!!!

I honestly didn't know this floor existed. It's great. You will see pictures of said floor if you look at my pics :p So, most of today was spent digging through the toxic waste land also known as John...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 07:03:00 PST

Home at last.

At least I hope so. I want to fit in here. I want to build my life here. I'm so home sick. I just miss the familiarity.I hope this sadness goes away with time. Until then, I am trying to keep myself b...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:55:00 PST

Before I start my last day in Bradenton....

I thought I'd write one last blog here. Today is going to be extremely hectic. I still haven't finished packing (I've been procrastinating lol) So needless to say, I won't be relaxing at all today.I a...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 07:46:00 PST

Tattoo

OMG! I can't believe I finally got one. I've been talking about getting one for months. Well, I finally braved up. I'm sort of proud of myself. It is something that reflects me, and how I feel. Unfort...
Posted by The Mask I Hide Behind on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 07:55:00 PST