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Lily♥White

I Give Up.

About Me

I'm Jolie. If you want to know more, ask me via e-mail. :)
My blogs will tell you more about me than anything else ever could. Read them. Comment on them. Make me happy.

My Interests

Late at night an empty box stands inside a house; it's flaps left open and the contents simply air. Simple air, but sweet, life-giving air given by one to another to breathe taking long deep breaths of lovers' air. The box thrown to the side, flaps open, seeps the sweetened air into all, the lovers' air commingling with earthy air. Air is air but the sweet gift was given and tossed to the side. The one who cared enough to give such a simple sweet gift left alone, tossed aside, left just inside the front door. He stands above the discarded cardboard box. He feels he is the sweet air he gave that was tossed aside; he is the lovers' air he gave and has been tossed aside. The front door swings open. The box and boy both are swept past by a gust of air. Neither sweet nor earthy, the air engulfs the air in and out of the box. The new air is of pain. A new air, an air to be inhaled sharply and exhaled much the same, no thought of sweetness or sensuality. There is no earthy musk, no sweetened love, just an overwhelming disappointment. The new air jumps into the open box, strewn across the room by the air. The boy watches in awe with broken heart. He sobs in the night air, beside the box of sweet air blown across the room. The girl wakes; walks to get her lovers' air. Tempted to breathe such sweet air. She walks to find her box of sweetened lovers' air. She walks to where it was and it's no longer there. She had left it there next to the front door, box open to allow out her lovers' air, so she could breathe it while she slept. And as she slept she dreamt. She dreamt of sweet air and her lovers' embrace. She breathed her sweet air. But now her box is gone and the lovers' air, too. She falls to her knees. She's crying and now she can't breathe. She can't breathe! Where is the air meant for her to breathe deeply and sensually? Now, there was an air of mistrust and pain that was to be inhaled sharply and exhaled just the same. She breathed the air of heartbreak, choking… this air isn't meant to be breathed by a lover or a dreamer. It is meant for those without love and dreams. He sees her crumpled form, fallen to the floor. He picks up the box and breathes in and out a sweetened air. He brings the box to her over there. She is convulsing for her lack of sweetened lovers' air. She is gasping for the sweet air until she breathes it in. The sweet air fills her lungs, the box and boy saving the girl. The box wasn't tossed aside or left alone, it was opened to allow the sweetened air to permeate all other air while she breathed through the night and her dreams.Insecurity... but sometimes it's not just insecurity. Sometimes it's intuition.I like to write. Can you tell?

I'd like to meet:

Somebody fun...
Somebody intelligent...
Somebody creative...
Somebody caring...
Anybody...

Movies:

What Dreams May Come... I'm looking for my Christy.
(FYI: Christy is a *MALE*)

Heroes:

Anybody who is willing to follow their dreams while maintaining the necessary friendships and relationships.

My Blog

Darkness Becomes Me

In the light A pale face appearsBlue eyes gazeGolden hair shinesLifeless and sereneBut, it is in the darkI begin to glowA fire burns withinPassion curls out my noseIn smokeDarkness becomes me...
Posted by Delilah... on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 07:35:00 PST

Sometimes...

I scare myself.  Do I scare you, too? How horrid to be scary... So gruesome... like a ghost.
Posted by Delilah... on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 10:16:00 PST

Mused

This thingLove, I thinkHas grabbed me'Round my wrist andLed me to a place so farA place where we don't needA plane a train or a car. We walkBecause you're there and I'm thereWe're so close I can taste...
Posted by Delilah... on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:31:00 PST

Loss of Innocence

So, this is going to be a pointless blog where I whine. I wouldn't blame you if you stopped reading here. But, if you do so insist, be my guest.Last night, I did a lot of thinking. I thought about ...
Posted by Delilah... on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:45:00 PST

What if...*

Tell me, what would you do if: *I died tomorrow*You never met me*I kissed you*You'd never see me again*I loved you*You loved meSun risesI do notI existYou areNever togetherOnly apartLips tenderly touc...
Posted by Delilah... on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:41:00 PST

The Little Mermaid

I'm officially a redhead... there is no blonde left in my hair at all. So, I have this urge to go take a picture of myself underwater to get the point of my being Ariel across to all of you... but I'...
Posted by Delilah... on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:33:00 PST

Alone

This semi-heartHas found noTwin tear to makeWhole itself.The rain falls hardFrom cloudy chestUpon the groundAnd dies aloneAs mud.
Posted by Delilah... on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 12:16:00 PST

The Apple Desired

Hard, ripe, and roundLips quiver in sensual wantOf juices contained withinTongue tracing edgesBlood sprints through veinsSilky sweat layers skinCheeks flush in anticipationBringing fruit to lipsTeeth ...
Posted by Delilah... on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:14:00 PST

Sleeping With Nostalgia

Heavy eyelids threaten to closeAs limbs drag below begging for restWalking the endless miles of stairsFeet find flat ground once againThe pace picks up, body seeking bedMind removes many layers of clo...
Posted by Delilah... on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 07:16:00 PST

The Way I Feel...

SnowglobeWithin glass wallsEverything in it's placeTiny towns with streetsBushes always shapedLush lawns are trimmedHouses side by sideEverything seems rightShake the world Snow blankets allIn white f...
Posted by Delilah... on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:44:00 PST