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Defection

Time to shed again.

About Me

I dont want a full moon keeping my night bright. I am not constructed to handle high temps. I cannot function sweating out during droughts. My head hurts and my mind is numb. I want to be left alone but want everyone here. Is this purging? I cant sleep with all the nightmares. There is no pattern. There is no internal structure. My attention span is diminishing. I'm hungry no food tastes good. I hope vitamins help a bit. Myspace Backgrounds
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My Interests

Reading books that keep my interest. Poetry (Blake, Baudelaire, Jim Morrison). The News especially when it is entertaining! Not Brad and Angelina entertaining. Fuck em, they are not news. Interesting as in those snipers in DC a few years back. Now that was fucking fun to pay attention to! And they were black so I guess we truly are equal now.

I'd like to meet:

I'm sure it would be interesting to drop a hit or seven of acid and spend a day with Robin Williams in an art museum. Or hang out nervously with Thom Yorke. Or a very attractive open minded girl in her mid twenties who I could try to fool in to believing I was more cultered and well read than I actually am and to have her see right through my bullshit like a piece of wax paper that was soaked in grease. Suck in my gut and fool myself in to thinking my curly hair might be turning her on when really she is wondering why I have curly hair in the first place, all the while I am trying to seem so sensitive but she is reading me like one of those Run Dick Run books they hand out to first graders...Yeah, or someone I can be real around cuz she is just that cool and digs Sonic Youth.

Music:

Radiohead are my heart and souls number one. They can express pain, but make it so beautiful that it makes you shiver and form a tear in one eye. Grunge was the movement of my youth. Top Ten albums of my life. 10. The Violent Femmes first album. 09. My Bloody Valentine: Loveless. 08. Sonic Youth: Washing Machine. 07. The Beatles: The White Album. 06. Jimi Hendrix: Are You Experienced? 05. Nine Inch Nails: The Downward Spiral. 04. The Doors: Greatest Hits. 03. The Sex Pistols: Nevermind the Bollocks- 02. Nirvana: In Utero. 01. Radiohead: Kid A. I doubt you give a damb, but I enjoy so much music you can contact me if I get in to this thing the least about other interests.Sonic Youth -- Bull In the Heather

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Movies:

S&M Bondage and German scheizer/snuff reels....Naw, im fucking with you. Special interest and documentaries. Hichcocks Psycho still kicks ass.

Television:

CNN, The Daily Show, Family Guy, Mr Show. The Kids in the Hall.

Books:

Boy, I plan on reading a lot this summer. I just dont know what yet.

Heroes:

Bill Hicks, Lenny Bruce, George Carlin, Jimi Hendrix. Basicly any person who has enlightened me deep enough to alter my existance or has caused chaos and resisted authority. It might not make me sound hip but I am a huge Michael Jackson fan! Not of his music though Thriller was a good album. I am a fan of his eccentricity. He has to be the most interesting person alive. I am surprised he has not been caught on Dateline's to catch a pretator yet.

My Blog

Them nights in smeared paint.

Boy oh boy is my life simple. The weeks just go by quicker and quicker. Its my Friday and do you want to know what my plans are for tonight? Well they are the same plans I follow through every Friday ...
Posted by Defection on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 11:00:00 PST

When do sighs end?

  So did anyone see my favorite episode of friends?  Ya know, the one where Ross tries to perform an abortion on himself until he remembers that he is not a women and just a pussy? ...
Posted by Defection on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 12:43:00 PST

words

Comet EclipsesBlinking awake.Rub your eyes till comfortably open.Honey mistress nectar on dry lips.Extremities in your temperment.Highs behind us propelling us forward. Slapping our backs with moods w...
Posted by Defection on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 12:25:00 PST

Blown Daydream Kisses Blog

When your at the doctors and she gives you a shot is it supposed to get all red like this?   Well my doctor did take it out of her own arm first....Ya know I dont think she was a real doctor...
Posted by Defection on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 09:15:00 PST