About Me
Shawn A.K.A Smilie A.K.A Hood Boy A.K.A Hustle Kid A.K.A. Get This $Money$ A.K.A You Aint Fuckin Wit Me!
The Inside of Me
Wat up its the kid Shawn, im 20 years old but only for 2 mo months. My pops got 14 kids and my mom got 5, 3 by him. Its alot of us but I only know half of em and I only talk to half of the ones I know, which makes about 4 of em. I spent ah great deal of my life living in kimberly projects which is known to be Aster Park (A.P.) now, which lead me to fuckin wit nothin less than the best, my Tyght-Wod niggas. So betta know the hood is in me for life. My wayz of growin up wasn't to normal, well maybe normal for the ones that have really been through some hard times. I cant say that I had the best parents in the world, but they loved me and they wouldn't dare let nothin happen to the lil fellow. I done been through bout everything there is to go through comin up in the hood except for going to jail and gettin shot and I pray neither of them two things never happen. I was always around alot of things that people would never even think I knew about but Ive always kept it to myself because I grew up around too much, it wasn't like it was new too me. 4th grade the jakes ran up in my crib, sced the shit out me, I aint know wat was goin on, and thats where I 1st realize that shit was really real. Afta that lil situation, life for me was like, stay strong Shawn! Shortly after my big brotha Jr. just start doin it big at the age 12 and got so big, olda niggas wanted to hate on em. He was robbed wit ah gun to his head, which made him crazy ass hell and hell even me too. We moved on 23rd Street and that didnt make it no better, our house got shot up and luckly they just missed the window cuz I waz right there. I have done so much to try to keep ah smile on my face and hide the pain. I dont feel like theres no reason to walk aroun wit my head because I learned by doing that, only makes it worse. Its too much that I can tell you about myself but I think ima just stop right there, it gets ah lil more deeper than this, I dont feel like some people would just understand. Right now, my life is no where near perfect, I still got through ah few of the same things that I use to but I consider myself as a man now and I should be able to take care of some responsibilities own my now. But im living, im makin it just fine, im happy but not satisfied. If you ever went through alot and relate to some of these things, then you know where im coming from. I just wanted to let the people know ah lil bit about myself and ah lil bit about where I came from if you didn't already know. Im thankful for everyday I live even if I just waste it on do nothing. I love my niggas, I love my Family, I love my girl, I love everybody who ever cared for me and had my back at times, and most of all, I love everyone who except me for who I am and thats real!. Sometimes I just felt like I was down and out but Ive learned that whateva dont kill me, only make me stronger!
R.I.P Little
