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About Me


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"A Matter Of Feeling"How does it feel When everyone surrounds you? How do you deal? Do crowds just make you feel lonely? What do you say When people come and try to pin you down? Acquaintances smile, But that's no understanding. How, after a while You keep falling off the same mountain. Try to explain it, But nothing really gets them that high.[CHORUS] Steal away in the morning; Love's already history to you. It's a habit you're forming. This body's desperate for something new. Just A Matter of Feeling These moments of madness are sure to pass, And tears will dry as you're leaving. Who knows, you might find something to last.Emotion's a game, Saved up for a rainy Monday. But you laugh just the same, 'cause it's been pouring on Sunday. Call up your numbers, And never let the zeros bring you down. How does it feel? Is time too heavy to hold? Whatever you decide for the moment is holy. Whenever you slow down to see life is passing by.[CHORUS]You can...[CHORUS]A matter of feeling. A matter of feeling. A matter of feeling. A matter of feeling...
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My Interests


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reading, poetry and daydreaming
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Those words are all remainders Echoes growing in the heart of twilight They lay back laughing at naivety's star Awaken all those whispers in the dusty shadow of a Passing favour I wouldn't say that you were ruthless or right I couldn't see from so far Was I chasing after rainbows One thing for sure you never answered when I called And I wiped away the water from my face To look through the eyes of a stranger For rumours in the wake of such a lonely crowd Trading in my shelter for danger I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down In the eyes of a strangerCan't tell the real from reflections When all these faces look the same to me In every city such a desolate dream Some days are strange to number Some say the seventh sounds a little bit stranger A year of Sundays seems to have drifted right by (I could have sworn) in one evening And I'm not seized in desperation No steel reproaches on the table from before But I still can feel those splinters of ice I look through the eyes of a stranger For rumours in the wake of such a lonely crowd Trading in my shelter for danger I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down In the eyes of a strangerI must be chasing after rainbows One thing for sure you never answer when I call And I wipe away the water from my face To look through the eyes of a stranger For rumour in the wake of such a lonely crowd Trading in my shelter for danger I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down Walking away like a stranger From rumours in the wake of such a lonely crowd Trading in my shelter for danger I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down In the eyes of a stranger

I'd like to meet:


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Tori Amos,Morrissey, Anne Rice and Bill "motherfucking" Clinton
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a"My Antarctica"Once I thought that I was in control But that was just another trick of fate Playing with my life There have been some times I was so tied up And I said to myself Gotta break it all But didn't really tryTwo hearts beating in this place you've made You know nothing changes my AntarcticaYou can make your rhymes And paint your rules In black and white For me to memorize But never understand And there will be time For a thousand vows Oh a thousand promises We forgot To be realizedTwo hearts beating in this place you've made You know nothing changes my Antarctica One life pumping We make love to make our heat And we throb in my AntarcticaWe'll keep the rhythm going And we'll remember We'll keep the laughter flowing And we'll remember We let the music jangle And we'll rememberTwo hearts beating in this place you've made You know nothing changes my Antarctica One life pumping We make love to make our heat And we throb in my Antarctica Caught and sheltered this is what you made You know I will stay here In AntarcticaAnd you Will stay here With me

Music:

Tori Amos, Duran Duran, Morrissey, The Cure, The Bauhaus, U2, KORN, hrefNIN, Pink Floyd, Lenny Kravitz, Madonna, Peter Murphy, The Smiths, Arcadia, Tool, Oasis, REM, Violent Femmes and Dead Can Dance
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"Lonely In Your Nightmare"Even on the darkest night when empty promise means empty hand And soldiers coming home like shadows turning red And when the lights of hope are fading quickly then look to me I'll be your homing angel I'll be in your headBecause you're lonely in your nightmare let me in And there's heat beneath your winter let me inI see the delta traces living lonely out on the limb And a passing glimmer warm beneath your skin Please tread gently on the ground when all around you earth turns to fire Only get a second chance when danger's on the windBecause you're lonely in your nightmare let me in Because there's heat beneath your winter let me inMust be lucky whether when you find the kind of wind that you need Come on show me all the light and shade that made your name I know you've got it in your head I've seen that look before You've built your refuge turns you captive all the sameBecause your lonely in your nightmare let me in And it's barren in your garden let me in Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in Because you're so lonely in your nightmare let me in And it's cold out on the stone range let me in Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in

Movies:


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Pulp Fiction, American Beauty, Edward Scissorhands, Dracula, Interview With the Vampire, Adapatation, Keeping the Faith, Practical Magic, Fight Club, Oh Brother Where Art Thou, Angels in America, Punch Drunk Love, Little Nicky, What Dreams May Come, The Talented Mr. Ripley, Great Expectations, Blow
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You saw me standing by the wall, Corner of a main street And the lights are flashing on your window sill All alone ain't much fun, So you're looking for the thrill And you know just what it takes and where to goDon't say a prayer for me now, Save it 'til the morning after No, don't say a prayer for me now, Save it 'til the morning afterFeel the breeze deep on the inside, Look you down into your well If you can, you'll see the world in all his fire Take a chance (Like all dreamers can't find another way) You don't have to dream it all, just live a dayDon't say a prayer for me now, Save it 'til the morning after No, don't say a prayer for me now, Save it 'til the morning after Save it 'til the morning after, Save it till the morning afterPretty looking road, Try to hold the rising floods that fill my skin Don't ask me why I'll keep my promise, Melt the ice And you wanted to dance so I asked you to dance But fear is in your soul Some people call it a one night stand But we can call it paradiseDon't say a prayer for me now, Save it 'til the morning after No, don't say a prayer for me now, Save it 'til the morning after Save it 'til the morning after Save it 'til the morning after Save it 'til the morning after Save it 'til the morning afterSave a prayer 'til the morning after

Television:


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eah, this time. Shall we walk? Shall we run through my head, you understand? Does the body you conceal Need the touch of someone's hand? Ashes; violations. Who would they burn for? In your isolation what can't you see?I wonder if the light's down. I wonder if they're listening.[CHORUS] Hold me. Lay your shame away. Show me where your lovers stay. Hold me. Lay your ghost away. Show me for yourself.You are lost and alone, But a prisoner of your pride. When the passions you ignore You can never hide. One of these days you're gonna find out, 'cause one of these days you're gonna try. And what did I say To make you wind up With this spear of guilt inside.I wonder if the light's down. I wonder if they're listening.[CHORUS]Na na na na na na na. Hold Me. Na na na na na na. Show me. No na na na na na na na na na.

Books:


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I LOVE ANNE RICE SO MUCH I CAN ONLY NAME HER THOUGH I LOVE TO READ SO MANY DIFFERENT AUTHORS
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Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin I've been waiting for you Signed, with a home tattoo, Happy birthday to you was created for you(can't ever keep from falling apart At the seams Can't I believe you're taking my heart To pieces)Oh, it'll take a little time, Might take a little crime To come undone now[PRECHORUS] We'll try to stay blind To the hope and fear outside Hey child, stay wilder than the wind And blow me in to cry[CHORUS] Who do you need, who do you love When you come undone [repeat][Verse 2] Words, playing me deja vu Like a radio tune I swear I've heard before Chill, is it something real Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers(Can't ever keep from falling apart At the seams Can I believe you're taking my heart To pieces)Lost, in a snow filled sky, we'll make it alright To come undone now

Heroes:

Tori Amos and My friends who have been here for me the last few months when everything seemed so bleak and strange.
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"New Religion"I've been now sauntering Out and down the path sometime Come on, it takes me nowhere, which I knew Faces everywhere pulling grins and signs in things Telling me not there, man, it's no go Don't go there boyI need a reason I can't think without one now Too much learning got to show Call it treason Maybe catch her, don't know how Too many things, too much to knowBring my timing in, seagulls gather on the wind Lady screaming, lady leave me out 'Cause sometimes people stare Coming down, electric chair And steaming crowds they gather and they shoutDon't know why this evil bothers me Take another chance boy, carry the fight, You can take him if you're fast So why is he trying to follow me? Didn't I say if you're holding on You'd be laughing at the last How many reasons do they need? I get along fine with them friends of mine But you have to make a choice I might just believe this time You're singing out of tune but the beat's in time And it's us who makes the noiseI'm talking for free, I can't stop myself, It's a new religion I've something to see, I can't help myself, It's a new religionOkay, my reasoning might be clouded by the sun But someone sees the departmental lie You know this peacetime jabbing fist in stabbing knife Only get one look before you dieDon't know why this evil bothers me Take another chance boy, carry the fight, You can take him if you're fast So why is he trying to follow me? Didn't I say if you're holding on You'd be laughing at the last How many reasons do they need? I get along fine with them friends of mine But you have to make a choice I might just believe this time You're singing out of tune but the beat's in time And it's us who makes the noiseI'm talking for free, I can't stop myself, It's a new religion I've something to see, I can't help myself, It's a new religionGotta take pay the saints 'n sinners In regulation hats 'n scarves 'n things Walking in formation down the lane, They carry their cross, make a church bell ring Army majors pull a mean cool truth, There lying in a swimming pool Searching for the undeniable truth that A man is just a foolDon't know why this evil bothers me Take another chance boy, carry the fight, You can take him if you're fast So why is he trying to follow me? Didn't I say if you're holding on You'd be laughing at the last How many reasons do they need? I get along fine with them friends of mine But you have to make a choice I might just believe this time You're singing out of tune but the beat's in time And it's us who makes the noiseI'm talking for free, I can't stop myself, It's a new religion I've something to see, I can't help myself, It's a new religion [repeat to fade]

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am i really nothing

Am i really nothing? something more grows within me but I cannot give it lifenot breath not love because I am nothing I cannot hold on to something thatwills itself hungrily taking me in turning me ou...
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goodbye yesterdays farewell tomorrows

Everything Beautiful always Perverse Everything I knew of love nothing but lust The lies I tell myself to face another day The lies he whispers to me lets evil have its way Tell me he will be there wh...
Posted by amberwintergyrrl on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 12:18:00 PST