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About Me

a good, earnest guy who is satisfied with life so far. a man with dreams and ambition. someone with a gameplan of life. a romantic with the exception of one thing missing, her. you're constantly searching for this amazing girl who will steal your heart and make your life truly complete. yet you can't seem to find her. i'm not sure why that is, maybe you're hoping to find a girl as great as one that has been in your life before, or even better, and because of that you're expecting too much and are constantly disappointed. because of this you might be perceived as a "player". although it may seem that way that's not how it is. you have an amazing heart and deserve to find HER and live a fulfulling, happy life."life is full of contradictions. sometimes you need to go crazy to stay sane. you need to fall to fly. people suffer because you care. you have to unlearn to know the lesson. you have to give up because you're strong. you have to be wrong to make things right. still, life's complexities are also life's source of beauty. so we should cry to laugh again. fall apart to be whole again. & get hurt to love again. "

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

the best mistakes are the ones you learn the most from. and ive learned a lot, about myself, my surroundings, and what i want. i dont regret any relationship i have had, i am very proud of what they have made me into. i am stronger, i have a better idea of what i want in a relationship, and what to look for in that special someone. i have taken the good and the bad from these relationships and instead of pushing it away, i have made them part of who i am. ADD DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!www.myspace.com/driftagainstdrugs

My Blog

Living in the moment at hand. Not for the moment to come.

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Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 19:22:00 GMT

the reason i feel

With you I feel& With your fingers between mine, and our palms together, I feel comfort. With your arm around my waist while we walk, I feel pride. With your uninterrupted stare into my eyes from a...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 18:56:00 GMT

lingering (lack of) kiss

As she sits on the bed thinking Of the survey, She is completing She has no idea at all Of the beauty, That she enthralls Her smile gracing the room Like an iris, Paused mid bloom Her words floatin...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 18:50:00 GMT

for those of you that dont know...

im happy! great friends always there for me amazingly wonderful girl in my life  interestingly positive twist at the workplace a roof over my head food in my stomache a very, very small amount of...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:08:00 GMT

pheel this

This will be the first time that I weep Talk to you and I can't speak It's been 3 whole days since I've had sleep 'Cause I dream of his lips on your cheek And I get the point that I should leave you a...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:16:00 GMT

read my mind

a tempest battle of will thrashes in my mind. all in slow motion to the sound of an ever so escallating piano solo. but as is this composers' piece, this battle is lengthy. common ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 19:11:00 GMT

if there was only someone to write this to.

i care for you so deeply my heart beats for your slightest touch   your voice sings to me so sweetly that i want to be with you oh so much   i think about you always sometimes with concern a...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 19:02:00 GMT

dont wanna get caught up, dreaming of your love.

My mistakeYou should never be afraid to cut your lossesNow I know, now I knowIt was mine to makeI was putting up a fight for worthless causesNow I know just to let it goI was dying for our moment to a...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 23:20:00 GMT

i think too much

I've decided it's time to shift my focus from what i want, to what i have. physically, and emotionally. i can't afford to worry about what i don't have, i cant be depressed waiting for her.&...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 21:54:00 GMT

hmmmmm.

isnt it odd, that whenever you want something, you are least likely to obtain it? and when you are not in the market for it, it comes in bountiful waves???   i dont know.   i watched a movi...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 00:43:00 GMT