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Things I want:I want to wake up ever morning and like where I am at not just physicaly but in my life in general.I want to smile and think that I am so lucky to be where I am with who I am with.I want to love and to be loved.I want someone to wake up every morning and think what is one thing I can do today to make Natalie smile. I dont need diamond rings or sparkley things, I need someone to want to give me a little piece of them, share something new, show me a sunset or a sunrise.I want to see the world!!!I want to do something I love for the rest of my life.I want to never stop growing and finding myself.I want to teach someone something great.I want to make a difference!I want someone to think the world of me and fight to keep me.I want my friends to know how much I love them and think of each one of them everday!!I want my family to know that I am the person I am today and when they tell me how great I am for them to know I am only that way because of the influnce they have had on me.I want to live more for each moment instead of always looking ahead or behind.I want to someday be happy with my BEAUTIFUL body that I have been given, and feel lucky that I have what I have!I want to make enough to so I can have one job and have time in the day to think about me and not always everyone else.I want to not always be sorry for everything.I want to learn to stand up for myself and really know what it feels like to know that I deserve more.I want to learn to say NO and not feel bad.I want to learn to let go when I should and not be the only one fighting to win a battle that only exicts because I chose to keep fighting.I want to learn that it is ok to talk about my feelings and that just because I tell someone something it doesnt necessarily become their burden.I want to learn to fly, to run a marathon, to swim a channel, to give birth, to teach a chid all that my parents have taught me!I want to learn more about my sister, mom and dad!I want people to see me for who I am, a person with a huge heart.I want peole to not take advantage of my huge heart but to love me for it!! and really cherise it and treat it like it was their own.I want to live by the beach, on a mountain, in the forest.I never thought but I DO want someone to want to love me for the rest of their lives.I want to look at people and not judge them for what I see on the outside but to look inward and see what they really are.I want to take pictures that will move people.I want to own a house.I want to know that somone will really be here for me when I need them not when it is convient for them or they need me.I want to tap dance, to salsa, to two step, to waltz.I want to look in someones eyes and feel a love so great that even if life is not perfect and even if we are not perfect that, at that one moment as we look deep all i can see is love, a great love that can make it through all the bull shit.I want to spend the rest of my life with my friends by my side, and loving that even if I tell them nothing they still know me so well they know everything.I just want to dance!!!I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes open With the grace of a woman not the grief of a child, And you learn to build all your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And futures have a way of falling down in midflight. After a while, you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, Istead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure..... That you really are strong. And you really do have worth. And you learn and learn.... With every goodbye you learn.
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Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. Franklin P. Jones Love is a friendship set to music. E. Joseph Cossman "Until one has loved an animal a part of one's soul remains unawakened"Anatole France

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"I'm honored to shake the hand of a brave Iraqi citizen who had his hand cut off by Saddam Hussein." (Bush in Washington, D.C., May 25, 2004) "Too many good docs are getting out of the business. Too many OB-GYNs aren't able to practice their love with women all across this country." (Bush in Poplar Bluff, Mo., Sept. 6, 2004)People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people. V: Would you... dance with me? Evey Hammond: Now? On the eve of your revolution? V: A revolution without dancing is a revolution not worth having! Creedy: Die! Die! Why won't you die?... Why won't you die? V: Beneath this mask there is more than flesh. Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr. Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof.In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. Let no man pull you low enough to hate him Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter

Music:

They ask me how I feel And if my love is real And how I know I'll make it through. And they, they look at me and frown, They'd like to drive me from this town, They don't want me around 'Cause I believe in you.They show me to the door, They say don't come back no more 'Cause I don't be like they'd like me to, And I walk out on my own A thousand miles from home But I don't feel alone 'Cause I believe in you.I believe in you even through the tears and the laughter, I believe in you even though we be apart. I believe in you even on the morning after. Oh, when the dawn is nearing Oh, when the night is disappearing Oh, this feeling is still here in my heart.Don't let me drift too far, Keep me where you are Where I will always be renewed. And that which you've given me today Is worth more than I could pay And no matter what they say I believe in you.I believe in you when winter turn to summer, I believe in you when white turn to black, I believe in you even though I be outnumbered. Oh, though the earth may shake me Oh, though my friends forsake me Oh, even that couldn't make me go back.Don't let me change my heart, Keep me set apart From all the plans they do pursue. And I, I don't mind the pain Don't mind the driving rain I know I will sustain 'Cause I believe in you.

Books:

"From this experience I understood the danger of focusing only on what isn't there. What if I came to the end of my life and realized that I'd spent everyday watching for a man who would come for me? What an unbearable sorrow it would be to realize I never tasted the things I'd eaten, or seen the places I'd been, because I'd thought of nothing but the Chairman even while my life was drifting away from me. And yet if I drew my thoughts back from him, what life would I have? I would be like a dancer who had practiced since childhood for a performance she would never give."~ from Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden "Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts." - Charles Dickens, Great Expectations "Man, unlike any other thing organic or inorganic in the universe, grows beyond his work, walks up the stairs of his concepts, emerges ahead of his accomplishments." - John Steinbeck, The Grapes of Wrath, Chapter 14

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WHO WILL RISE AND RESIST WHEN THE TIME COMES Current mood: determined Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes Hey everyone,..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> I start school today at the art institute for culinary ar...
Posted by Nat on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:03:00 PST

Things I want

Things I want: I want to wake up ever morning and like where I am at not just physicaly but in my life in general. I want to smile and think that I am so lucky to be where I am with who I am wi...
Posted by Nat on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:39:00 PST