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& for Him alone, i wait.

i like your christ. i do not like your christians. your christians are so unlike your christ. --Ghan

About Me

i was made for a greater purpose than myself. i'm passionate without apology. love is my agenda. i've stopped settling for things. i'm so weak, but find my stength in the Truth. i never want to become complacent. when we meet, i will probably forget your name. i'll eventually remember it, though. i enjoy questioning people's motives. abandonment has paralyzed me, yet my courage is prevalent. i'm a bit clumbsy. i could die tomorrow knowing that i've truly lived. i find joy in the simple things. i want a heart with no compromise. i desire radical change. i'm writing a book. i am slowly traveling the world. i love autumn. i crave conversations that provoke thought and leave you feeling more alive. i'm such a dork. laughter is medicine. and my heart is ugly, but He is working on it in this very moment.
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My Interests

tea. hats. love. pb&j. traveling. subways. humanity. indie films. photography. front porches. hiking/camping. playing my cello. the color orange. reading oodles of books. learning how to be a better servant. saving turtles from crossing the road. driving with my windows down and music up.

I'd like to meet:


Brandon Heath - Give Me Your Eyes from Brandon Heath on Vimeo ."every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart; if we could all just remember this, i think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in this world."

Music:

acoustical, ambient, folk, indie, ballads, alternative, rock, christian, classical:lauryn hill. the glorious unseen. john mayer. lydia. ray lamontagne. jeff buckley. augustana. the album leaf. patty griffin. jump little children. coldplay. U2. ben folds. a fine frenzy. the blow. jason mraz. paramore. to write love on her arms. the classic crime. blindside. missy higgins. landon pigg. brandon heath. kate nash. jack johnson. brandi carlile. the bravery. silversun pickups. the shins. copeland. paolo nutini. imogen heap. shane & shane. ani difranco. michael buble. josh neumann. the autumn film. circa survive. sigur ros. lovedrug. ben folds. the working title. gavin degraw (<3). flyleaf. regina spektor. eisley. colbie caillat. sara bareilles. dave barnes. bethany dillon. the early november...

Movies:

A Walk To Remember, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Garden State, Mozart & The Whale, Crazy Beautiful, Life As A House, Pay It Forward...etc.i love a good movie.

Television:

Tom & Jerry. Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. The Office. HGTV design shows.that's it. i'm not an avid television viewer.

Books:

The Ragamuffin Gospel. (brennan manning) Blue Like Jazz. (donald miller) A Beautiful Offering. (angela thomas) Soul Cravings. (erwin mcmanus) Mere Christianity. (c.s. lewis) The Irresistible Revolution. (shane claiborne) The Bible.---i also have a huge stack i've yet to read. & i'm excited, to say the least.

Heroes:

jesus. paul (the apostle). ghandi. my family, especially my mama. & people who are led to do something radical (or maybe even simple) and actually follow through with it--these are the kind of people who will change our world... Read my VisualDNA ™ Get your own VisualDNA™

My Blog

eat, sleep, repeat.

this fits me right now. "It occurred to me at once That love could be a great illusion That makes fools of brilliant thinkers everyday And turns hearts of stone and steel To a place where they would f...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Tue, 27 May 2008 03:05:00 PST

its a disaster out there.

over the past 7 years, and even recently, my heart has been so heavy with all that has gone on in the world. i can't help but wonder (like many of you) if "the end of the world" is coming soon. by thi...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Mon, 12 May 2008 11:19:00 PST

my soundtrack

this song perfectly articulates how i am, and what i desire. i can't believe that someone out there (whom i don't even know) wrote this, and it speaks volumes about me. that is the power of music...i ...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Fri, 09 May 2008 01:31:00 PST

mozambique, africa

So I’m headed to the beautiful country of MOZAMBIQUE for the entire month of june to take care of babies that have been orphaned by the HIV/AIDS pandemic and relieve the workers who have been wo...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 08:03:00 PST

a weary traveler.

recently i've learned so much about my life and heart, things that i'm not sure i was ready to learn, things that were an inconvenient truth. there is a lot to be said about traveling alone--as it has...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:35:00 PST

you are on our side

The orphan clings to Your hand Singing the song of how he was found The widow rejoices For her oppressors are silenced now You sit at the table with the wounded and the poor You laugh and share storie...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 04:14:00 PST

restless.

i have to be up at 5:30 to drive back to maryville, because i was too sick and loopy to do it tonight, and unload a jeep full of STUFF. just what we all need, huh? more stuff? ugh.i'm lying here, and ...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:33:00 PST

day of faith

as many of you know, i recently went to beautiful denver, colorado for a week with a great group of buds for a conference with Campus Crusade for Christ. =) i had a chance to go out on what is called ...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 11:43:00 PST

my post secrets

some of these are entirely true of me.some are completely false.you decide.i want to see who knows me.or at least has a desire to know the real me. ..">..">...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 10:37:00 PST

my desires

i'm tired of feeling hurt like this. call it complain mode, call it what you will, but it is what it is...i desire Truth.i desire genuine friendships with people who care deeply for me and the matters...
Posted by & for Him alone, i wait. on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 08:45:00 PST