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get your own layout here. *click here* for new layouts!I have the two most beautifull girls you could ever imagine.. The oldest will be turnin 6 in aug.. she keeps me movin! She will be starting 1st grade soon and im amazed at how quickly she is growing before my eyes!!! She is so incredibly smart and floors me quite often!! It amazies me to listen to her read to me, she is growin up so quickly! My youngest is almost 4 and the most adorable little thing ever!! She is coming into her own little personality and still copies everything her big sissy does. My girls are my everything, I live and breathe for them! They are and always will be my complete world and everything! There is nothing in this world that could ever compare to them or be more important than they are to me! I am so greatfull that I have them!! I just recently had another baby girl she was born on may 31st! Her name is lauren alexis-cassia! She is so incredibly adorable! I made the choice to place her for adoptio.. I knew that i could not give her everything she deserves and needs in life so i had to make the choice to give that to her and let her have the life that i knew i would not be able to give her as a single mom.. The parents i chose are the most incredible people n the world and I couldnt have picked better people! I know that they will give her all the love in the world and she will be so very happy! I miss her so very much every second of every day! I'm very open with my thoughts and opinions. So if u dont want to know what i think about something i would suggest not asking. I wont hold back my feelings or thoughts on things. No matter how harsh the truth of the matter may be.. I will still be honest and tell you how I feel. I'm not out to hurt anyone in my life, and with that said.. If you are lying about yourself or your thoughts then that may cause pain at some point in time. So be honest from the begining! Because fakeness is one thing that i will not put up with! I am a very friendly person and try to get along with everyone. I hate those people who just sit there and wont even try to get to know the people around them. I am a social butterfly as some may say, I love to be around the people I love! I absolutely love to be surrounded by others who enjoy life! I am a pretty out going person, some might say i'm a little nerdy or dorky, I say thank you to those who say it! That just means i'm being my true self and not hiding away behind some mask I have created for others to aprove of! That is one thing I will never do. I will never be what others want me to be. There's nothing worse than sittin around and watchin your life pass you by. Get up!! Enjoy it!! Live it!! Don't ever let life or anyone get you down, roll with everything given to you.. it could make for an interesting trip! Live in the moment!! Sing, dance play.. Whatever makes your day.. DO IT!! Don't ever let anyone hide the true you away, be honest with yourself! You will never be happy unless you let your self in! No ones aproval matters but your own! The one most important thing to me is my girls happiness and my own.. so if there is anything in my life that is holding me back form that happiness I will break it down.. I never regret anything in life that i have done or been through.. Regret is a waste of time to me. i believe that everything u have done is what u wanted at that moment and u are made into the person u are from going through the things in life u choose.. U learn throught the things in live u live.. I look at alot of thingd in life alot differently becaue of what i have been through. I also feel that jealousy is a waste as well. being jealous over something will only make the matter worse and cause problems that are not really there.
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I want to meet real people! People true to themselves! The worst thing a person could do is change for their suroundings, or change into what others want them to be. None of you fakes, striving to be something you aren't just because you think they might like you a little more for it! They wont, just stop! Be yourself!! How could you be happy knowing that the people in your life like you for someone that u are not? You will never be happy with your self if you aren't being you! None of you judgemental, oh my god, look what she's doin fun'a'phobes. Life is something that should be cherrished and lived to its fullest! There's nothing wrong with getting out there and living your life! Do the things that make your life worth living! Know your boundries but at the same time live it up! Anyone who's willin' to just like me for me!! No one who just wants a ball of clay to mold into what they want. I'll never pretend to be what you want!! All I can give is me, if you don't like it.. I don't need you in my life tearing me down. We all deserve happiness! Don't put your own happiness last! Happiness starts with your self! Love everything about who you are and know that everyone else loves you for who you are! If they don't you definately DO NOT need them! I would love to meet anyone who just loves life and knows how to make a great time out of any situation!
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Dreaming

Looking into your eyeslosing myself in amazementA carress across the skinspeaks words unspokenWrapped in the beauty of your armshiding away into this safenessSlowly falling into every part of youtangl...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Aug 2009 22:10:00 GMT

not myself

I'm not exactly sure y.. but lately i have been feeling completely lost..Like the things i do in life have almost no meaning.. besides my kids. I realize that the few things that are smaller i can cha...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Aug 2009 18:34:00 GMT

Fading Away

Your touch sooths my painsAs it slowly kills meMy heart is tied to your handWhen you try to hold it and drop it at onceYour eyes slowly tell the story your mouth will never speakHolding so closelyThe ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 23:20:00 GMT

*WALLS*

I wrote this a while ago.. i have always been to scared to share it with anyone.. but i figure what the hell i may as well.. and u can all be as honest as u want as to what you truely think of it...  ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 21:29:00 GMT

SO DEEP

You reach so deep inside mepulling me out of my darknessyou hold me so gently in your heartkeeping me from hidingshowing me how i can shine i find trust in your eyescomfort in your touchbelief in yous...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 21:55:00 GMT

just stupid shit

no more excuses i linger here in waitingholding on with stupiditykeeping myself blind from the truth right in front of mefalling for something im not worthy of having 
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 20:34:00 GMT

In your eyes...........

............................................................ ........................................... Built these walls to hide from love so afraid to let myself feel walls so strong no one could br...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 09:31:00 GMT

Tag.... you’re it!

I've Been Tagged!!!!!Here's how you play: 1. Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 20 WEIRD random facts about yourself. (They have to be stuff most people dont know AND stuff that is ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 15:04:00 GMT

STAR!!

yeah.. so im really bored and cant entertain myself right now for some stupid ass reason.. so now all of u have to suffer through reading this stupid ass blog that has absolutely no point to it what s...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 04:46:00 GMT

you make my life wonderful!!!!!!!

You see the true me when you look into my eyes you embrace everything real about me my world is that much more beautifull with u in it my heart races with every touch you take my breath away   &n...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 04:45:00 GMT