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This Modern Love Breaks Me

I am here for Friends

About Me

I'm beginning over again. I'll let you know how that turns out. But for right now I'm just taking it one day at a time.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"I choose my company by the beating of their hearts, Not the swelling of their heads."Awesome people. Spontaneous people. Lovers of life. Listeners of a plethora of music. Poetry writers and/or readers. Animal enthusiast. Those who can talk for hours about anything and everything. I just want to meet people who are real and open.P.S. If you love the Deftones or Team Sleep then I love you.

My Blog

Dragonfly

Yesterday was amazing. I drove into Fresno around 4:30 and was welcomed by the 112 degree sweltering heat. I thought Tokyo was going to die...poor little girl. I immediately jumped into the pool wi...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 12:44:00 GMT

Can't sleep

This past week has been one of the most trying weeks I've had in a long time. And I just lost one of the most important people in my life less than three months ago, so that is saying a lot. To say ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 03:06:00 GMT

This song keeps repeating in my head


Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 22:26:00 GMT

Dear VaVa,

In mid August you were diagnosed with a very rare and aggressive form of cancer.  You fought until your body just couldn't take it anymore.  You left us at 3 AM this morning.  I know yo...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 04:24:00 GMT

I love my dad(Proposition 8)

This past weekend I went down to Clovis and Lemoore to visit my family. While at my dad's in Clovis on Friday I noticed all the Yes on 8 signs in his neighborhood(which didn't surprise me) and I aske...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 05:05:00 GMT

And away she goes(from my lj)

In a little over 48 hours I will be taking an early morning flight to New York.A year ago if someone told me this was going to happen I would have laughed in their faces.But yes I, Miss Brandi, will b...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 22:15:00 GMT

Its alive

So my life isn't miserable.My job doesn't completely suck.The friends that I have now are amazing and always make me feel loved.And things between Max and I are getting better(at least it feels that w...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 01:21:00 GMT

Thinner...

Food is tasteless now.So I really only eat once a day because I know I have to.The weight loss I've always wanted with none of the happiness.And it's odd how the tiniest things can cause me to breakdo...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 22:24:00 GMT

You know what...

I know who I am.I know what I do and don't do.I don't need to prove myself to anyone.I don't need to defend myself.I didn't do anything wrong and I will continue to believe that.I'm a strong woman and...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 23:58:00 GMT

Come on Universe...really

Between having hives for the past eight weeks, being extremely sick with a cold, and seeing my ex in Walgreen’s whilst searching for a medication to ease my multiple symptoms I feel like I am be...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 18:50:00 GMT