My name is Ashley. The rest is complicated. I want to love life. I want to enjoy it. And i try hard to do that. I laugh alot and very loudly. I also try my best to make others laugh and be happy. But I also cry alot and get very easily upset. I'm trying to fix that. I focus too much on the negative things. And i hate that. I'm sick of being depressed all the time and just wallowing in self-pity. That won't get me anywhere in life. I'm sick of just hoping for my life to get better. That's why I'm gonna make it better. I'm gonna have fun. I'm gonna be myself. I'm gonna be crazy and not care what anyone thinks. But thats hard for me cause I really do care alot about what people think. I'm so afraid inside. I'm extremely insecure. But why should I be? I have no reason to be afraid. So I'm working on fixing that too. And if I want something, I'm gonna go for it. Not just sit and hope it will come to me. I'm actually gonna do something about my life. Or at least I'm gonna try. I hope it works out.
I also love God and I know He is alwas with me through the good and the bad. And I believe in the stars and look to them for hope in times of need. I love my friends, they are the best and I thank God for them! I also have a great boyfriend who I like a lot! And thats about it :)
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