~*~It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
Part of me went with you,
the day God called you home.
A million times I've thought of you,
A million times I've cryed.
If loving could have saved you,
You would have never died.
Forgive me Lord, I'll always weep
For the brother I loved, but could not keep.~*~
Your Birthdate: December 23
You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.
You're good at so much - you never know what to do.
Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.
You are destined for a life of travel and fun.
Your strength: Your likeability
Your weakness: You never feel satisfied
Your power color: Bright yellow
Your power symbol: Asterisk
Your power month: May
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?~*~We've only just began,
and thats the hardest part.
So careful not to end it,
Before it really starts.Discovering how to make you smile,
and subjects to avoid.
Can be hard sometimes,
for life to be enjoyed.We've shared so little time so far,
but all we've hads been good.
I've felt more the past few days,
than I thought I ever could.So if you leave tomorrow,
I'll have but one regret.
And thats - that though I'll
care for you,
I'd wish the boundaries we had leapt.~*~~*~It's time to say goodbye,
Time to let go,
This is the hardest time of my life,
'Cuz I'm losing the one I love so.I know you and I could never be together,
But in my heart you remain forever.I can't believe it's all over,
it's gone by so fast,
Now there are memories in my heart
that will always last.When I look into your eyes all I see,
is the good times that were spent between
you and me.~*~~*~I see now that the tables have turned,
And it is you who has now been burned.
For all the pain you've caused me in the past,
Has turned your way and hit you at last.
It is your heart that been broken this time around.
I just stand here and watch it crumble to the ground.
I couldn't ask for anything more,
Than to see you get what you've been asking for.
I'm sorry i wasn't the one to break your heart.
I just came to see it get ripped apart.
You see now you're the pawn in your own deadly game.
I'm just here to throw gas on the flame.
So your time had come and you have learned,
If you play with fire you're going to get burned.~*~~*~Beauty is a relative thing
that grows within the mind.
Inspired by warmth and tenderness
and to all cares, is blind.The beauty that, at first, we see
is not the one to trust.
The perfect grace we always seek
lies deep beneath the crust.The gift of truest beauty
cannot by all be had,
so once you seek and find it,
Rejoice! my friend, be glad!The time you spend in searching
for beauty that's plain to see
will be hours of wasted effort
for, beauty can only be
the bright and inner glowing
we seldom look to see.~*~~*~Watching you walk out of my life
Hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love,
but rather, it has shown me that
if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person.
How beautiful it will be when,
the right one comes along.~*~~*~Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel
the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't
mean you are weak! It only means that
you are strong enough to let go.~*~~*~Love is not about finding the right person,
but creating a right relationship. It's not about
how much love you have in the begining,
but how much love you build till the end.~*~
~*~Don't use your eyes to look for love,
for it's your heart that knows it.
Let yourself make mistakes and do learn from this.
It is from this that you will accumulate your knowledge
as to whether the person met is the one or not.~*~~*~A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken, than
hurt yourself trying to fix it.~*~
~*~There's only one thing I regret doing,
loving the girl who didn't love me, and forgetting
the one who did.~*~
Your Love Element Is Fire
In love, you are a true listener and totally present.
For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.
You attract others with your joy and passion.
Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.
Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.
You connect best with: Wood
Avoid: Water
You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly
What Element Is Your Love?
~*~ONE WHEEL TO THE SKY ~*~
~*~MY BROTHER FABIO , WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO AND GUARDING ANGEL, AND WILL FOREVER BE MY EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU FABIO AND MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS.~*~
~*~R.I.P. Fabio Joao Teles~*~
*Sept.22,1984-Oct.8,2006*
Rocket Crash: Man, 22, dies riding speedy 'crotch rocket' motorcycleTAUNTON - A hidden strip behind a Target store known to dirtbike riders and racing enthusiasts claimed the life of a young city man Sunday. Fabio Teles, 22, was pronounced dead at the scene, the result of extensive injuries from a motorcycle crash. The body was discovered by an aquaintence of Teles' who had been riding his dirtbike in a grassy area nearby. At 2:29 p.m. police were called to the loading dock area behind the Taunton Depot Drive Target for what they at first believed to be a person who had fallen off a bike. Once Patrolwoman Debbie Lavoie arrived, however, she found the dismembered body of Teles, along with his mangled black and red 2005 Honda CBR 600 - a kind of high-performance sportbike motorcycle commonly known as a "crotch-rocket." Teles lost control of his bike and struck a cement pylon near the back rear stairway of the store, police said. Speed is believed to be the key factor, but police are reluctant to say for certain until further investigation rules out other causes. "I don't think he realized the power behind him," said crash reconstructionist Sgt. Paul D. Roderick, referring to the motorcycle. For more than four hours, Roderick worked behind the store to piece together the sequence of events. Scuffs and skid marks, either from Teles or others, led police to believe the strip was used as an arena where motorcyclists performed stunts and tricks, possibly at high speed. No one actually saw Teles go down, because his friend had been riding elsewhere, Roderick said. "The kid said he saw Teles riding up and down [behind Target]," he said. "And when he came back [from a dirtbike path], he didn't see him." Once that biker noticed Teles' bike on the ground, he began pounding on Target's back door. Target employees rushed to the rear. "They sent out people with emergency kits and everything, thinking they could save him," Roderick said. "But there was nothing anyone could do." The scene was gruesome. Teles' acquaintance went into shock and was taken to Morton Hospital and Medical Center for treatment. Teles was issued a motorcycle permit In March and bought his bike a month later. Overall, he had seven months of riding experience. Teles was the only son among four sisters, and the second eldest. He was a 2003 Bristol Plymouth High School graduate. He always wanted to have a good time, said his sister, Pamela Teles, as family gathered last night at a Whittenton Street home. "He was fun and outgoing," Teles said. "He always wanted to make the best of the situation."~*My Personal Angel*~I often feel your presence
when I close my eyes at night,
I feel the gentle whisper of your wings
as you pass me by so light.Your loving soul brings me comfort
as it did when you were here,
drifting safely within reach
letting me hold you dear.Your heart helps to guide me
and your spirit calms my tears,
you give me the courage
I need to conquer my fears.My thanks and my love
go to my personal angel,
I take you with me every day
and of the things I do in life,
your love and efforts I will repay.I miss you Fabio.~*Helder Joao Ferreira~*~
*May 16, 1983-Feb 17, 2002*
To my Brother Fabio and my cousin Helder, who never got a fair chance at life. Who thought me to live life to it's fullest, and live each and everyday as if it were my last. And no matter what life throws at you, always stand tall, and hang in there.Crash victim was junior at New Bedford High
By CURT BROWN, Standard-Times staff writerNEW BEDFORD -- State police identified the 18-year-old city man who was killed in a fatal accident Sunday on Route 140 as Helder J. Ferreira.
Mr. Ferreira of 373 Belleville Ave., a junior at New Bedford High School, suffered massive head trauma and was pronounced dead at the scene after the crash on Route 140 southbound near the Braley Road exit.
A passenger in the 1995 Ford Probe that Mr. Ferreira was driving, Luis Cabral, suffered cuts and abrasions and was hospitalized at St. Luke's Hospital, according to state police. There was no information regarding Mr. Cabral's age or address.
State police said Mr. Ferreira's vehicle was traveling south on Route 140 in the high-speed lane as a 2001 Toyota 4Runner, operated by Kathleen M. Ettinger, 55, of South Easton was entering the highway from Braley Road.
The Toyota drove into the high-speed lane and forced the Ford Probe off the road and into the median strip, according to state police.
State police said Mr. Ferreira apparently swerved to avoid a collision and lost control of his car. State police said there was no contact between the two vehicles.
Mr. Ferreira's vehicle rolled over three or four times and came to rest in the right travel lane on the northbound side of Route 140, state police said.
State police said neither Mr. Ferreira nor his passenger were wearing seat belts.
Ms. Ettinger was not injured.
State police said the accident remains under investigation
Time passes,
but not the love I have for you,
nor the ache inside of me
because you are not here.You were with us
for as long as God allowed.
You were real.
You existed.
You counted.You were with us
for a too short time,
but it was time enough
to love you,
for you to make
a difference in our lives.You could not stay,
but thoughts of you
will forever remain,
as does the love this day,
tempered by the pain....
~*~I cannot think you're not alive somewhere.
I think of you just as I did before.
No sudden gust of wind has closed the door
Or made your presence vanish in thin air.
I write you this because I know you're there;
That even after death there must be more.
So does faith ones inner sun restore
After bitter darkness few can bear.
My mind and heart have not yet lost a friend
Even though my senses are bereft,
For you remain the witness of my soul.
No mere accident our love can end
So long as I have will and memory left,
And you lie silent on some unknown shoal.~*~