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Kayla Kadaver

About Me

I act like shit dont faze me inside it drives me crazy my insecurities could eat me alive
O.D. On Kay la Pronunciation- Oh. Dee. On. Kay. la. n. : The most harmful, addictive, killing drug known to man kind. Injected with needle for an intense rush. Flows through your blood stream to cause a high. Effects: Addiction, dizziness, hangovers, slurred speach, violent behavior, depression, anxiety, increased blood pressure, convolsions, dialated pupils, loss of appitite, stroke, heart and blood vessel toxicity, hallucinations, formication, psychiatric disturbances, muscle tension, blurred vision, sweating, fainting, chills, severe headaches, insomnia, increased body temperature, death from overdose. I explode on ocassion and eventually I'll be dead. Yes, everybody is going to die, but I'll die sooner. Just watch. And you? You're going to kill me.
Borderline Personality Disorder. An instability of self-image, relationships and mood... uncertain about goals, impulsive in activities that are self-damaging, such as casual sex.
MAKE LOVE NOT WAR. CONDOMS ARE CHEAPER THAN GUNS.

My Interests

im kayla my worst fear is drowning i love birds i dont smile i love guns Im so fake i puke plastic

Music:

I Love my Eric. He is the only boy that i will ever truly trust. He is my best friend with a penis and the one and only. We are going to be togeather forever until i kill him and feed him to the homeless. Love you boo.

Kayla. My one and only true love. I would die for this girl. she is my other half . She has helped me so much for all the short time that i have known her and i dont know where i would be without her.And when we overdose and our cats start eating us,

Ill be estatic that it was with her.



Jacob. He is the best family i have. I can tell him anything.Even now that we dont talk much anymore i still love him...more than you :>]

Emilee. She has always been there for me, and that means alot. She always makes me laugh no matter how stupid it was. Shes my Em.

Lauren. She is the best. We laugh at everyone. You can tell her anything. She has a big heart and thats why i love her sooo much.

Chastity. My love. I love her so much u couldnt believe. We tell eachother everything. I can count on her for anything,as crazy as she is shes the best. She is mine back off!

Rachel. She is the sweetest friend
i haveever had. I have known her for a long time, maby the longest i have ever kept a friend.And i know she is worth keeping. Nancy. I might have just met her, but she is pretty amazing. We jumped the whole time at skymania so ?i love her already :>>
You know, there's too many buttons in the world. There's too many buttons and they're just- There's way too many just begging to be pressed, they're just begging to be pressed, you know? They're just, they're just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder, it really makes me fucking wonder, why doesn't anyone ever press mine? Why am I so neglected? Why doesn't anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I'm a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead?

My Blog

Kayla Pauline Bye

im Kayla and im afraid of dying. its not just the pain or the people im losing, its the memory ive left behind. its wondering whats going to become of me and those perfect moments wasted. i wis...
Posted by Kayla Katastrophy on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 09:49:00 PST

Kisses to the neck

Do you know the most surprising thing about divorce? It doesn't actually kill you.   Like a bullet to the heart or a head-on car wreck. It should. When someone you've promised to cherish till ...
Posted by Kayla Katastrophy on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:31:00 PST