i'm going on a road of rejection, a road of recurrence and no doubt a road of retribution. however, in the long run, it's my life, my choices and no matter what anyone says, ill try to make my own decisions, strive for happiness and if i have to, dance for pennies. John Lennon once said "Life is what is happening to you while you're busy making other plans", oh how right he was.
i'll meet Anyone, just... be yourself and offer me something different to the next person. please hold a conversation with me and don't be shy to ask me anything, cry on my shoulder or laugh yourself into tears, ill go along with it.
[If you're female, read below, you may smile]
The girl that wants to see me whether it be online or in person just once before she goes to bed, the girl who will let me ring her whenever even if its just to hear her voice once, the girl who would do the same as the latter and know itd make me happy for her to, the girl who makes me smile by smiling, the girl who knows ill shelter her from the rain and anything else, the girl who will always rest assured that I am here for her, the girl who is who she is and not what others are pressuring her to be, the girl that stands out from a crowd for being the latter, the girl who knows i would never cheat on her, ever, the girl who will let me hug them without hesitation, the girl who will know when it's time to be serious and time to play, the girl who will understand how gentlemanly and romantic i can be, the girl who will simply like me for who I am and not try and change that, the girl who can honestly say she gets on with me and not just likes me, the girl who is mature enough to realise all of the latter are basic, and im not asking much. p.s. i have never cheated on anyone, and have no aspiration to, ever, period. its just wrong on all levels and makes people feel like pure dogshit. trust me when i say that, i'd know. oh, and i actually wrote that.
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3 Doors Down, 5 6 7 8's, ACDC, AFI, The All-American Rejects, Adam and the Ants, Anastacia, Alice Cooper, Another Level, Athlete, The Automatic, Archie Star, The Arctic Monkeys, The Avalanches, Baltimora, Baz Luhrman, Beastie Boys, The Beatles, Bill Withers, Black Box, Bloc Party, Bloodhound Gang, Blue Oyster Cult, Bob Dylan, Bromheads Jacket, Cat Stevens Cat the Dog, Coheed and Cambria, The Clash, Crash Test Dummies, Cake, Cansei De Ser Sexy, Chumbawumba, Dandy Warhols, Damien Rice, Deep Purple, Depeche Mode, Die Arzte, Disturbed, Dope, Drowning Pool, Eiffel 65, Electric Six, The Enemy, Erol Alkan, Eva Casidy, Faithless, Fall Out Boy, Fatboy Slim, Farin Urlaub, Feeder, The Felons, Fort Minor, Frankie Goes To Hollywood, The Fratellis, The Fridays, The Futureheads, Gnarls Barkley, Gogol Bordello, The Gorillaz, Hadouken!, Hayseed Dixie, Hi-fi, Iron Maiden, The Jam, Jamiroquai, James Blunt, Jesus Licks, Jimmi Hendrix, The Hot Melts, Joe Satriani, Justin Nozuka, Kanye West, Kasabian, Kate Nash, Kelly Rowland, Killola, The Kooks, Laura Marling, Lazlo Bane, Led Zeplin, Logan, Lordi, Lost Prophets, Lupe Fiasco, Madonna, Mattafix, Matt English, Marilyn Manson, Modest Mouse, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Mystery Jets, Nightwish, Oasis, OK Go, Only Ones, The Ordinary Boys, Orson, Poison The Well, Peaches, Pet Shop Boys, Phil Collins, The Police, Postal Service, The Prodigy, Queen, The Raconteurs, Rammstein, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Razorlight, Robbie Williams, Rolling Stones, Ryan Adams, San Sebastian, Sandi Thom, Savage Garden, Slayer, The Sounds, Stone Roses, The Shins, Spunge, Starsplash, Stereophonics, Steve Vai, Sting, The Stranglers, Stratovarius, The Streets, The Strollers, The Switches, Tegan and Sara, Throwdown, to my boy, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Ultra Nate, The Upper Room, Vinyl Future, War, Wheetus,.. Whiskey Headshot, The White Stripes, The Who, Wolfmother, Wombats, The Young Knives, The Zutons
Billy Elliot, Garden State, The Pursuit of Happyness, Shawshank Redemption, Road to Perdition, Fight Club, Hancock, Rocket Science, About a Boy,Eagle v Shark, Love Actually, Click, Good Will Hunting, Castaway, The Terminal & 300
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The following two books have changed my life for the better, and they're not little teenflicks comprising mainly of bullshit. They are the highest calibre little books i've ever stolen, ever.
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas by Hunter S. Thompson
Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
Family. You never know when you will lose them, cherish them like you've only got minutes.
The occasional inspiration;
Hunter S. Thompson's life