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Hysteria

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About Me



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"Castigo corpus meum."
"You don't understand me. You are not expected to. You are not capable of it. I am beyond your experience. I am beyond good and evil, I will be avenged. Lucifer dwells within us all. That's it."
"I am barren, fruitful, bored but really useful. A sinner seeking manic martyrdom."
"Soy phantasma."
"Yes, I'm sick. Sick from the disease eating away at me inside. Sick of people who don't appreciate their blessings. Sick of those who scoff at the suffering of others. I'm sick of it all!"
"I am not bound to please thee with my answer."
"I'm the power of a woman; strong like music, true like friendship."
"With lust I'm kicking mankind to death."
"From the world of darkness, I did loose demons and devils in the power of scorpions to torment."
"I am made of pages, paragraphs and inspirations."
"Even though I'm no better than a beast, don't I have the right to live?"
"You know, there's too many buttons in the world. There's too many buttons and they're just - there's way too many just begging to be pressed, they're just begging to be pressed, you know? They're just - they're just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder, it really makes me fucking wonder, why doesn't anyone ever press mine? Why am I so neglected? Why doesn't anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I'm a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead?"


My Interests

poetry & poets, movies, photography, music, vengeance,
myths & mythologies, art,
body modification, literature,
the unknown, the forgotten.

I'd like to meet:

My muses.

Music:

Otep, Tool & 10,000 other bands.

Movies:

Se7en, Hard Candy

Television:

Witchblade, Prison break, L word.

Books:

Paradise lost, Divina commedia, The bell jar, And I don't want to live this life, The fifth woman.

My Blog

For every suicidal girl & boy out there..

Always remember:Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acid stains you, drugs cause cramps, gun aren't lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well live. ...
Posted by Hysteria on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 08:17:00 PST

Filthy rats & our God

a poem I wrote last night, hope you'll appreciate."a drink of cowardice,mouthful& you swallow the bitter fluids as you cover the stains of your heresy, the beautiful creativity of blasphemy,for on...
Posted by Hysteria on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 03:51:00 PST

"This is the stain of my fathers..

shame."
Posted by Hysteria on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 10:23:00 PST

Wellcum to hell..


Posted by Hysteria on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 03:24:00 PST

Lost and delirious..

"I am afraid, I am not solid, but hollow. I feel behind my eyes a numb, paralysed cavern, a pit of hell, a mimicking nothingness. I want to kill myself, to escape from responsibility, to crawl back ab...
Posted by Hysteria on Sun, 28 May 2006 03:24:00 PST

o6.o6.o6..

^^
Posted by Hysteria on Sun, 28 May 2006 11:54:00 PST

"Enduring habits I hate..

Yes, at the very bottom of my soul I feel grateful to all my misery and bouts of sickness and everything about me that is imperfect, because this sort of thing leaves me with a hundred backdoors throu...
Posted by Hysteria on Sun, 28 May 2006 03:26:00 PST