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I'm in college working hard to have a better life than my parents did.
I'm getting my degree in Criminal Justice, with a minor in Psychology. My interest lies with criminal behavior, psychological profiling, and violent crimes.
My Dad died November 29th, 2005. I've been struggling with his loss for years now, and as it has gotten easier, it's still hard to recover from. He was my rock and my foundation, my guidance and support, my encouragement and my hope. When he died a piece of me left too. But I know that one day I'll get to see him again, and nothing will stand in my way.
I have a direction in my life that no one has been able to sway but myself. I'm the only one that inhibits me, and I like it that way.
I'm headstrong and determined, complicated and confusing.
I surround myself with my friends and my loving family. They are a big part of the delicate fabric that holds me together. They are my support, and play a huge role in my happiness.
I'm trying to get over a few things from my past that have a sneaky way of haunting me. The fight isn't nearly over, but as they say, "the force is strong in this one."
I constantly change my mind about things, and I'm always contradicting myself. My memory is horrendous at best, but I try and make due the best I can, regardless. Blogging helps me remember things, so I do it often.
I love to write, read and draw, but I don't seem to have much time for it lately. But the one thing I do actually make time for... video games, and good music. I have withdrawals without them. After a long day of studying, or working, or sitting in lectures, I find it necessary to kick back, relax, and off a few people. If you'd like to know what kind of games I play, just ask.