Thinking Out Loud

I’m very empathic and self-aware. This makes me emotionally vulnerable. I have a natural and honest kindness that I think is charming about me. I’m prepared to show others the same understanding that I ask of them, without effort. I truly care about the people I know and sometimes have great difficulty with saying goodbye. Being alone is never something that should take long, even though I have a great need for freedom.
I’m still learning to love myself. I want to see and learn as much as I can in the world. Whatever I do, I try to do a good job. But it’s very important that I enjoy what I do, otherwise I soon lack the energy. I sometimes take life too seriously. I exhaust myself by experiencing every issue as a personal challenge. I sometimes have difficulty expressing myself without agitating others, although that’s never my intention.
My idealism and my thoughts on how the world should be are huge. Therefore I really know the meaning of disappointment. My work and goals are very important to me. In everything I do, I aim for excellence. Sometimes I’m too perfectionistic. I often feel lonely and unsupported by my environment, friends and family. This while I really need a lot of support. My mind is constantly at work and I feel the need to express those ideas. It pisses me off when people don’t take them seriously, whether I execute them or not.
I need a lot of freedom to thrive. I really understand how important it is to be able to be yourself. No masks. Sometimes I see ways to reach a goal that others don’t see till I explain it to them. I’m attracted to everything that’s new, exciting and different, so I’m also very tolerating when it comes to these traits in others.