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its about time i edit my profile...so bare with me here....=IN GENERAL= I'm a pretty simple girl to deal with...most of the time i'm down with everything which earned me the label as "she's one of the boys"... don't get me wrong here, i still act like a lady but not one of the "typical girlie girls"... i would dress up if the occasion calls upon it otherwise you'll see me in a really comfortable attire... i would consider myself as an independent person although i can be really needy once in a while...usually for some caring...i present myself as a confident person...it takes a lot for me to show my emotions and what i really think about a certain situation...=IN LOVE= it doesn't take a lot of effort to gain my trust but once lost, it'll take a long rough road to be back on track...it takes time for me to give my heart away and even longer to get it back... i try not to dwell in the past but if a person has been with me and has been in my heart for a while it is hard for me to let go...letting go is something i've never mastered...i've been through it over and over again but still have not been able to get use to it...it even seems that every time i go through it, it gets harder and harder to deal with... betrayal is one thing that hurts me the most...i'd rather deal with nothing but the truth than be lied upon...the truth may hurt a lot but lies hurt even more...for me to forgive someone takes a lot of pride away from me but if that's how much i love the person and i believe it is worth it then i'll do it...love is a simple word..or so it seems...for me, at least, it is very complicated...love can do so many things in my life good..and bad...i'd like to believe my life doesn't revolve around it but it does...love can make me blind, gullible, and maybe even stupid...but that's how i love... unconditionally with all my trust... i accept a person for who he is not for what he is...nobody is perfect, accepting those imperfections defines how much you love a person...i believe changing those imperfections is basically trying to make a person somebody else...that is not what i think love is... i believe to fall in love is not by choice, it is by chance..to stay in love is not by chance, it is by work...and to fall out of love is not by chance, it is by choice...=FRIENDS AND FAMILY= i love them to death...they've always been there for me no matter what...i would do anything for them...even if it requires my life...that's how much i love them...through the good times and the bad, they're there...they would never leave me hanging...i really appreciate that a lot about them...my friends and family may be scattered around the world... but i know they're there for me...and i for them...