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. [ Memories are all you'll ever hold. ].[ Just another teenage love story. ] .
this one boy
drives me crazy
atleast im not a liar. atleast im not a cheat. atleast i dont care what these godamn mindless people think of me.
...hi..name's katie.say what you must about me;but don't expect me to care :] if you tell me i cant do something i'll try my hardest to prove you wrong.im not perfect and i dont live to be.don't ever asume you understand me cause you never will,so dont even waste your time trying.i will tell you straight up how i feel..problem?im sorry,truth hurts,thats life..its not my fault you can't handle it.i dont get embaressed,cause half the im making fun of myself anyways.i have an amazing group of friends that i would do anything for;dont like them?i hate you.go die :].i can't sit still for shit,i hate the color yellow and i think my hair's a mess even when it's stick straight.its drives me insane when people try to get in my buisness.if i dont tell you my problems.i dont want you to know,its my life;now get you own.i fkn HATE feet.i dont get ready for school.my feelings are easliy hurt but i dont show it.i want to cry alot but try and cover it up with laughter & usually suceed.i know alot of really random facts about really random things.i will most likely make you laugh at least once,i dont wanna change who i am;i'v learned to live with the imperfections in life..so should you.
[The loves of my life.]I live for the nights I cant remember, with the friends I'll never forget.

Sarah- This girl. ::ahem:: where do i EVEN begin!? We have been through IT ALL together. Since 4th grade, this girl has been there for me. She holds me up When i cant manage things on my own. Ive been to hell and back, and all the while she stood there by my side, smiling and giving me that extra little something to make it through each day. I love her i love her i love her! She is my other half, The one person that i KNOW will always be there. ::Mwah::
oh...and
Aly Bear!!! I have known this girl for too many years to count. We met in girl scouts when we were like.. 11. and we've stayed close ever since. we've definitely had ALOT of firsts together.. haha :). i love her so much!! but she now lives like 10,000 miles away (not really, but a different state is hard enough!) people have told us that we're the same person but with different hair colors. i would go to the end of the world for this girl, and nothing could ever change that.
this is mario. THE great mario might i add. he is the shiiiiiittt!! He = my homie gangster. We have a secret life together that no one knows about (not really, he wishes) but i love him to death. i've been there for him as he has for me through our worst and best times. and he's a total nerd..naw but seriously i
Gabe.. :) well he's pretty amazing first off. He always knows just what to say to make me smile. We realized the other day that we have only known eachother for like, a year and a half, but we both were amazed because it seemed so much longer. he's my wheeling buddy, one of my close friends, and the only guy that i will actually drive hella far to hang out with (so feel special you punk!) he's kinda the skinny tall guy but he's working on bulking up (got a long way to go sweetie) but i really do love him with all my heart and i hope he knows that. ::hug::
This is sean. He holds the record fo knowing me the longest. we've known eachother since diapers!! this kid and i have plowed it through life this far together, and i dont see us stoping anytime soon. he introduced me to my new way of living, and i am loving it. thanks kiddo for all that you've done. :)
Man, this kid Andrew. He is my one and only "supa gay best friend" he makes me go :) all day long. we have a million inside jokes! i can tell him anything, and he'll keep it safely locked behind his lips. he's such a sweetheart, and he gives great hugs. he's the one i call at 4 in the morning when i know that everyone else NORMAL is asleep. i 6 you andrew.
this is loren...he watches over me. he's my body guard.. so, you hurt me? now you have to deal with him. we talk on the phone, alot. i dont really know what about.. but it lasts for hours!! (not like that) he is the only person i know that has stayed sober every single day of his life.. i really respect him for that... for having the will power to not give in..
this is mikol... oooohhh man. this girl is one of a kind. ive gotten into soo much trouble with her. let me tell you how our relationship goes ...second sleepover at her house...ever.. and i burned a fattie hole into her carpet...everytime we get together it's just madness!! she brings the crazyness out in me. i worship her and she worships me. it's a love-love kind of friendship. yeah, we've made out but we're not lesbians..we gossip abouteachothers buisness 24/7.. she'll call me just because she is bored.. and we'll talk for 4 hours straight. welike dying hair.. and boys...
corey. oh snap!! this HAS to be one of the coolest kids on the f-ing block!!! i love him! he makes me smile like.. wider than anyone else.. plus he gives great hugs =]. he is GOD on the drums and we have the same taste in music!! [which is cool b/c i dont know many people that do]im his producer/manager/groupie. [he added the groupie part]..btw IM the girl in his dreaming of you creaming of you song. but he is like.. my all-time-forever-i love you-hero!!! ::big hug::
this is travis. He keeps me in check. If im ever freaking out about something, he's the one that stops me from screaming out, he's super layed back. i can talk to him about things i cant say to anyone else. because he gets me. we have the same thoughts and views on certain things that other people would just look past. ive only known him some few short weeks, but every day we spend together the memories just keep building.
oh wow, this is my sexy snowman that lives down the street (except he lives in redding now, like a little bitch) but he is STILL adorible!! i was the second person he met when he moved here, and since then we've shared SOO many memories together =]. so many inside jokes. so many random orgys..jk. but seriously this kid is like.. my hero.. though he IS leaving me soon ::cry:: but i'll always be close to him..
This is the one and only Elvis. He is now and will forever more be the only elvis in my life. we like to talk by the water.. :) it's kinda our thing. now if he'd get his act together and actually STICK AROUND on our birthday's (which happen to be next to eachother) then i MIGHT like him a little more. :(
[I wanna meet..] I want someone who thinks my
Mistakes are cute.
i am perfectly content with who i know right now.
but i would love to meet someone who is truly happy with who they are. [♥]
[What goes in my ears.]
Angels and Airwaves
Angra
Anthrax
Bio Hazard
Bleeding Through
Blink 182
Charles Manson
Cheap Sex
Children of Bodum!
Cradle Of Filth
Damage Plan
Dashboard Confessionals
Disturbed
Dope Stars Inc.
Dragon Force
Dragon Land
Drowning Pool
Eighteen Visions
Embrace The End
Embrace Today
Evanesence
F.A.T.A.
Faktion
(is my anti-drug)
Flaw
From Here On Out
Goo Goo Dolls
Gorogoth
HateBreed
HawtThroneHights
Head Automatca
Heaven Shall Burn
Him
Ikonklast
Iron Maiden
Kittie
Lamb Of God
Lucuna Coil
Lynyrd Skynyrd
M.S.I.
Makeshift Romeo
Malice Mizer
Marilyn Manson
Megadeath
Metric.♥
Morbid Angel
Motion City Soundtrack
Mudvayne
My Darling Murder
My Ruin
Nearmiss
ORGY
OTEP
Oi scouts
PANTERA
Pink Floyd
PowerMan5000
Queen
R.A.
Rancid
Reliant K
Rob Zombie
Seether
Senada Arctica
Selfless
Sevendust
Shadows Fall
Shifty
Sigma
Simple Plan
SlipKnot
Soil Work
Symphany In Peril
Smile Empty Soul
Strapping young lad
Taking Back Sunday
The Bled
The Bravery
The Clash
The Click Five
The Corrs
The Distillers
The Rise
The Last Dance
Theory of a Dead Man
The Ramones
The Sex Pistols
The Starting line
The Strokes
The Strand
The Used
UnEarth
Union Underground
Useless
Valient Thorr
Vital Remains
Wendy Williams
White Zombie
Winds Of Plague
With Broken Wings
Oomph
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My Zodiac For Today

Wow: Could this make more sense?The Scorpion is one intense little creature, with enough poison in its own tail to disable or kill a much larger opponent. But the problem with this kind of built-in bi...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:23:00 PST

Never show

I'm writing this letter to you,Cause my life is not easily gone through.Words on paper, is the best way to explain.The pressure, the crying, the stress, and the pain.I can't give up, because that's no...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 06:07:00 PST

My Life Now.

Now i'm at this point in my life where i feel i'll never be satisfied. I don't know what it is about me, but i'm constantly stuck between my heart and my head. At this point, i've been lifted up to ab...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:00:00 PST

okay, so when you’re about ready to give up..

and something comes into your life.. and changes everything... i cant stop smiling..
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 09:47:00 PST

dont ever make a promise..

What if i were to say..... that my cries now go unheard? What if i were to say..... that all which needs mending will go unmended? What if i were to say.... that the scortching fire burning deep withi...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Mon, 28 May 2007 10:22:00 PST

sometimes.

i wake up some mornings with fear in my heart. real fear that in my deep slumber the world i wake up to would be missing everything that matters to me. how i really hate those little surreal wedges of...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:32:00 PST

who else?

can get arrested for shoplifting...and then have both of your parents leave town, not caring...tell me?cause i just did it...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Sun, 06 May 2007 03:33:00 PST

....

kneeling on the cold floor she clasped her hands together and looked up at the sky with tears in here eyes with every tear that slowly made its way down to her chin a lock was opened a truth was ...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Tue, 01 May 2007 06:39:00 PST

even if we're the only ones watching..

its really funny how we change ourselves for other people, is'nt it? and i don't even mean the drastic "i wont do this thing ever again because you hate it" stuff, even though this editing is pretty ...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 09:08:00 PST

to you.

realization and acceptance...are key in finding peace.everything exists within acceptance.but not without first coming to realize the subject.accept change.for it is only through change that we find p...
Posted by This girl named katie..[is still trying] on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 05:26:00 PST