Esther Paskemin - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Everyday something about me changes; I have learned of late to not trust everybody, even family. I don't ever stay the same and my ideas are way out there. I can't even attempt to describe myself on a section of the internet and fit everything in, so I certainly won't try. I look forward to life and all that is waiting for me. I have so many dreams that are just waiting to be discovered and I do not like pessimists; nobody can tell me what I can and can't do, only I have that say. I have dreams and goals that are always evolving. My lifes list gets longer everyday, there's a million experiences to experience. I take the time to enjoy what some would construe as "small" but why get ahead of ones self and forget who you are? I love food and enjoy every bite; the way a child enjoys being held a by their mother/father. There is a reason for everything and a reason that I didn't stay where I was supposed to. I love laughing and enjoying life, I love getting ready to go out(but don't necessarily like bars), I love my mom and dad to death( they are the best), I love it when people tell me that i'm a nice person(looks CAN only go so far), Ilove real people, I love that my mind doesn't shut down; my ideas are always on, I love my Nathan to peices, I love my real friends in life. I love walking into Chanel and actually walking out with a major purchase!! Thank you, Coco for those beautiful, universal C's!! I love when people actually know who Chanel was and that it IS art, I love it when i'm heard and understood. I'm always changing....I still don't what the hell i'm doing!!!If you're going to do something, do it hard. Myspace Graphics
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My Interests

Loving, fashion, writing, shopping, eating, cooking, reading, watching movies, finding cool, old picture frames and putting in my own cool pics, spray-painting crappy old lamps,furniture and making it killer, laughing, dressing up, smelling perfume, trying on insane amounts of clothes, dining out, walking in cool, crisp air, listening to the rain, cuddling, driving nowhere...did I mention reading? As far back as I can remember i've always had a book in my hand.Taking the time to take my time.

I'd like to meet:

I definitely love real people who have a life list that is totally awe-inspiring and can hold conversations about almost any topic. I recognize people by their smell, perfume is lovely.

Music:

I have listened to everything and don't have any faves but love Fleetwood Mac, Heart,Billie Holiday, Nina Simone, Etta James, Rolling Stones, Ladytron, Nas, Tupac, Wu Tang Clan, Eminem( I love singers who are/were honest)...a lot of the 70's music and the 50's for the happy mood. I do love rap and country; don't know too many people that do!! I don't stick to one type, I have an open mind and am always changing.

Movies:

Last Exit to Brooklyn,Working Girl,Memoirs of a Geisha,Casino,Ace Ventura Pet Detective,E.T,Under the Tuscan Sun, Unfaithful,Dazed and Confused, The Man in the Moon(Reese Witherspoon wasn't even known yet!) Legally Blond, Friday(wassup, Big Perm?), Boyz in the Hood, Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink, Taking Lives(that Olivier Martinez is something else!) The Outsiders,Cinderella,Goodfellas,The Sweetest Thing, Gia, Monster(i'm a really good person), The Devil Wears Prada(everybody wants to be like us)Casino(I see you, you f***'s you) what haven't I watched!

Television:

C.S.I, Fashion TV, Foodnetwork, National Geographic, TLC, Dr.G Medical Examiner(that really gets me thinking but it's quiet disturbing),The Price is Right(I really can't stand those stupid people who look to the audience for every damn thing!But you gotta love Bob Barker)Oprah(only if it's interesting!) ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS( I wish they would've kept it going but I guess not too many people watch rubbish!!)I really do watch everything, even The Family Guy!

Books:

You name it and I will read it! A Tree Grows in Brooklyn and Amityville Horror( truly scary, I kept looking around making sure no one was sneaking up on me!)Memoirs of a Geisha, The Devil Wears Prada(totally loved!!) I read so much it scares me!!! My fave authors are John Grisham, Mary Higgins Clark, Jackie Collins(she certainly has a colorful way with words) Stephen King(the guys a frickin' genuis), John Saul...just started reading J.A Jance, I like suspense thrillers. Michelle Spring is an author that I just started reading, she definitely knows suspense. I'm always on the lookout for new(or old) authors who can tell a great story, thankfully there are billions of books!!I always have a few books on hand and am constantly switching between them!! I read a lot, actually books are far more interesting than most people...no, i'm not a snob.

Heroes:

My mom and dad; there is absolutely no one who has as good a heart as my dad.Einstein,Marilyn Monroe, Angelina Jolie, Anne Frank...anyone who is not afraid to step out of the box and be unconventional.