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Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness

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About Me


THE TRUTH. I like a peaceful creek can instantly grow into a raging river which can very quickly lead to a powerful waterfall like breakdown. My life is like flesh covering bone material over core hiding what is really inside waiting for someone to reveal the secrets. I am a distorting dark sea blue manipulating black hole black never before seen shape. I am a hallucinogenic mushroom with secretive actions. Running on a conveyor belt through a black hole in a 1951 black Corvette convertible with crimson interior. I am a beautiful yet sad and angry music in an undiscovered galaxy. Somewhere in the universe waiting to be found. I am an infinite number of rugs. Admired but forgotten and rolled up in the corner. I am an elemental universe with a fear of being discovered and yet a fear of staying undiscovered. And a fear of how and when it is all going to end. The changes in my life are now more hidden. They have a truthful yet spiritual essence within them. I am always playing chicken with my own mental stability. Listening to the screaming the yelling in my head. The ringing of pain in my ears as the invisible men in the background shoot at nothing whatsoever. When my life acts out these volcanic-like scenarios almost daily. I still am not accustomed to such madness. Harmoni 1998-2007 copyright

My Interests

WELCOME TO MY ZOOStop the words now. Open the window in the center of your chest And let the spirits fly in and out. Chopping the children and dancing with death. Betraying my brothers and tearing your testies. What is the form in the presence of reality? Very feeble. Reality keeps the sky turned over Like a cup above us, revolving. Who turns the sky wheel? Singing Satan's song. Goodwilling the gods and flirting with fatality. Killing my kin and wanting your wallet. A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver. Hacking the hungry and mingling with the morbid. Licking my lips and x-rating your x-rays. Restraint without love is barbarity. Love without restraint commits suicide. Quantifying the quacks and reckoning with the Redeemer. Violating my views and yanking you yuppy youth. Zapping the zodiac and jolting justice. Pondering possibilities. Harmoni 2006-2007 copyright

I'd like to meet:

CONFUSION THE CULPRITDeep in contemplation Eyes on me everywhere Screeching in every nook and crannyFar out in the void No other soul on my level Illusions of soulmates however envelopSo talented, beautiful, intelligent Too good to be good enough Intimidation the worst when you're the subjectHEARTBREAKER OF WEAK SOULS HEARTBROKEN BY THE STRONGEST CONFUSION THE CULPRITDefend my identity I won't To lost souls not knowing Worst yet lying to themselvesWorking my way up To a barrier known to be unbreakable When I'm sure my kind are never the victorMy kindness the enemy Everyone falls in love No one keeping their wordTaking advantage of a broken soul For money, care, anything offered And everytime everything is offeredDeep in contemplation Eyes on me everywhere Screeching in every nook and cranny Harmoni 2007 Copyright gay

Music:

SYMPHONIC UNIVERSE"Sometimes the sound of goodbye Is louder than any drumbeat" The stammering of the flute notes Rise into the atmosphere. And even if the whole world's harp Should burn up there will still be Hidden instruments playing. Harmoni 2004-2007 copyright

Movies:

FRIENDS AND ACQUAINTENCESSilence has always been a close friend of mine And I know loneliness well But when taking the pulse of the planet with my pendulum I find I am not alone My singularity is one of many And chaos is eliminated from our universe if we stick together And entropy decays in our universe If us birds of a feather flock togetherHarmoni and Kontraversy 2007 copyright

Television:

Never lose your touch for the tasteful and tragic Always keep track of your mistakes So u know never to make them again Sometimes lose your mind So u can kno wut sanity is meant to be Harmoni and Rae 2000-2007 copyright

Books:

LUCIFERIAN LUNACY An angel played fallen Darkness running amock One fateful day The creature of the night Stumbled on broken wings Lifeblood renew Manifest good When all seems evil So mote it be The angel not fallen after all And the nocturnal lover, Her light at the end Now brighter than any supernova Harmoni 2007 copyright

Heroes:

MENTORS They'll be with you during times of vulnerability. Teach you how to stand up When they cant be there for you. When they go you may be scared at first. But you'll learn to take control. Then they'll be back To guide you to the next step. Spiritual life is an eternal journey, Neverending but with confidence That you'll move ahead in your journey. Harmoni 1999-2007 copyright

My Blog

WOW

Wow, so my mom had a stroke and my 17y/o sis ran away to las vegas. if anyone can please tell me where to find inspiration in this, im begging you, pray tell. i have no way to escape reality, not even...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 06:34:00 PST

BLOODLUST

I love youMy fingers tripping along the length of youYou quiver beneath my touchIS THIS BECAUSE OF PASSION OR BECAUSEI DRAW BLADES THRU YOUR FLESH?Leaving runnels of skin in fluid tattersI want t...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:54:00 PST

TWINKIE!!!

i got my baby back! pics to be posted shortly. just thought everyone might wanna hear me rant and rave bout how excited i am! shes so big, 7 months old with plenty more growing to do! also, update on ...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 04:18:00 PST

BUTTERFINGERS

I want my life backStability with dysfunctionIs still stableMoreso than thisUncontrollable entropyThis hedonistic humanityI may have missed outMy one chance at happinessFlew by faster than the speed o...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 01:11:00 PST

WHY DO THE HEARTLESS ALWAYS FIND LOVE? HOW?

Do not ask me about rightsFellow femmes do fear my feelingsI am a chauvinistic pigMy own gender my rival Do not ask me about equalitiesFellow fags do fear my feelingsI am an outcastIn a culture that s...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:25:00 PST

SENSORY

My self destruction's imminentSuicide's path already pavedThe decisions I makeTo help othersTurn sulfuricMy nostrils burnWith the foul smell of deceitMy heart achesWith the pain of every nerveTorn to ...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 03:19:00 PST

It's the Subtle Epiphanies that Mean the Most

the human race is cruel and cold by nature so therefore in order for a maternal woman such as myself to survive i must grow sum damned balls and learn how to b selfish. take wut i want and only worry ...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 07:49:00 PST

My 4-Legged Spyder

A cat trapped in a kitten's bodyBest friend no longer TigerNow TwinkieSurvived a broken homeNow waitin fer ma to returnChata trembles Spyder But el tres ninos will watch herWhile T & W drink and d...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 12:42:00 PST

my lil twinke

correction...twinkie didnt like zoe so she chose the name twinkie...i hope she doesnt ferget me while im gone til august. my hearts broken without her or spyder
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:01:00 PST

Perfectly Illusive

I have no place to cryMost see an illusion of perfectionSome hate the pessimismOthers see no reasonA solution unquestionedWith only mere release anticipatedImpossibly look to oneself for guidance when...
Posted by Potential Insanity versus Kinetic Happiness on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 11:03:00 PST