"Lifes too short to stay pissed off all the time."
Rest In Peace Joshua Gonzales. ♥ May 29, 1989 -January 21, 2008
I know I could never meet another person like you, I'm just thankful enough that I got to know you so well and that we got to be such big parts of each other's lives. You were a spectacular person and had an incredible sense of humor. You were so sweet, with such a big heart wanting everyone to like you. You were more than a best friend to me, you were like family. Not only to me, but I know you meant a lot to all of my family. The only friend I have had that my parents actually liked lol. Last year we spent about every day together and I wouldn't trade those times for the world. My mind is flooded with all the memories we have together.. all of our inside jokes that no one else understands.. I know I could ALWAYS count on you for anything and you would always be there for me no matter what. You looked out for me and took care of me. You gave me great advice and always had my best interest at heart. You were the one person who could always tell when something was wrong with me and the only one who knew exactly how to make me feel better. I know you would have done absolutely anything for me and I would do the same for you. We have had so many deep talks for hours about life. We would tell each other everything. I know how difficult things had been for you lately and all I can hope is that you must be happier now. I can't believe that you're really gone and I can't even begin to contemplate what life will be like without you and I don't want to. When we were together just a couple weeks ago you were telling me about how you were going to get your own place and how much fun we were going to have living together. I still feel like that's going to happen. I'm scared to come to the realization that you are really gone. I feel like this is just a horrible dream. I love you Josh. We always said best friends forever and I still mean it. I've been wearing our best friend necklace that we made for over a year now and I plan to always. It never leaves my neck. You will always be my best friend. You have done so much for me and I will never forget you. You will always be in my heart. I would do anything to have you back here by my side, but I know I will see you again someday. ♥
Others I am glad to have in my life...
Josh Coburn
This man has been an amazing inspiration to me. He completely blows my mind. I have never met anyone with his ambition and determination. He is extremely passionate and sincere. He stands behind what he says and I know I can trust him with every ounce of my being. He brings out the absolute best in me. I can talk to him about anything and everything. I have had some of the best conversations of my life with him. I love that we can actually have an intelligent conversation, but also have those deep, intense talks about life, or even just talk and laugh and be complete dorks together, all for hours on end. No one can make me smile like he can. When I am with him it's as if no one else even exists and nothing else matters. He makes me feel ways I never thought I could. He says the sweetest things and makes my heart melt. I couldn't ask for more in a person. He means the world to me. I know he would do anything for me and I would do the same for him, in a heart beat. I have fallen head over heels in love with this man. I've found the love of my life, my soul mate, my missing piece.. my everything. This is something I never expected to happen, but I couldn't be happier that it did.
Nancy Maas
This girl is my twin, my bleal, and my best friend. We have the tendency to complete each other's sentences. No matter how much time we spend together there is never a dull moment and it is never enough. We always have fun together no matter what we are doing. We've never even fought and I know she will always have my back, as I will hers. She is a TRUE friend. I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour. I'll be there for you, like I've been there before. I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too. No one could ever know me. No one could ever see me. Seems you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me. Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with. Someone I'll always laugh with. Even at my worst, I'm best with you. I love you Nancy!
Josh Ornelas (a.k.a. Granpa)
We have had so many crazy adventures together and I absolutely love him and his fuck you attitude. We have been through so much together, whether it's getting arrested, nearly dying, dealing with jealous people talking shit, or a best friend's death, we always find a way to pull through it.
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