where to start......my memory starts the near death experience at age 3. i was drawn in the ocean. i clearly remember the horizon of green water and the blue sky, thinking i would be dying. fortunately, i was saved and my life still continues till now. i spend most of my childhood alone living in full of fantasies....sometimes, i was a scientist making a poison, sometimes, i was an engineer trying to build a car out of a card board, or trying to dig the hole on earth and make the tunnel to the other side....
when i was my tender age of 10, i believed i was possessed by the ghost which would control my behavior. i was living in a horror and unable to tell anyone. at night, i heard noise of footsteps, and saw a vision of a girl who looks just like me. this experience vanished by my sisters magic word "it's your illusion."
time has passed, and now, i became so called "adult". i've been obsessed to find what "love" is and experienced some joy, happiness, jealously, rage, sadness through relationships. what i want to say is, now i feel like a child, born again, being naked. if you are into astrology, i've heard that one's raising sign, the internal self, will influence in adult life. by the way, i am sun in taurus, moon in virgo, mercury in aries, venus in gemini, mars in gemini, jupiter in capricorn, saturn in gemini, uranus in libra, neptune in sagittarius, pluto in virgo, true node in aquarius, and ascendant in capricorn.
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