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what you got under there?

who would've known it'd be like this...

About Me

i'm a work in progress... trying to climb out of limbo and into certainty.i'm growing and moving forward, occasionally looking backward to keep from making the same mistakes. i'm perpetually learning from those that enter and exit my life with touching memories and important life messages.

My Interests

Poetry. Spoken word. Reading books. Dancing. Watching musicals. Going to the BAY to chill or to HI to be with bunny (i haven't done that yet, but i want to). Finding time to whistle (i don't whistle well) and stop to whisper to the dandelions (time is hard to find). Not in that order...

I'd like to meet:

sarcasm junkies.

Music:

Alternative/Punk rock. Reggae. Dancehall. Hip-Hop. Doo-Wop. Old SkoolR&B. and Show Tunes.

Movies:

i love movies with audrey hepburn, the rat pack, danny kaye, bing crosby, doris day, gene kelley or elvis in them. i like movies about historic wars. i like movies like fast times at ridgemont high and clerks. i like the classics. goonies is one of my all time favorites. who didn't like the last samurai? the royal tenenbaums was hilarious, and so was rat race. 50 first dates was cute. whipped was so uncannily true to life. pulp fiction had me wondering...i'll watch anything silly, funny, dramatic, or suspenseful. horror flicks are not my thing.

Television:

i still love CSI...but now that i watch more tv-- i love HOUSE, UGLY BETTY, and HEROES!!

Books:

Lamb by Chris Moore, Perks of Being a Wallflower, Smashed, Motherless Brooklyn, Catcher in the Rye, The Things They Carried, anything by Tim Sandlin or Tom Robbins, the Harry Potter series, A Million Little Pieces, My Friend Leonard, writings by John Cheever, The House on Mango Street, The Alchemist...for real, I love to read.

Heroes:

my crazy ass brother! my best friend, OLI! he's out there and he doesn't care! :)and my girls...i heart them.

My Blog

i have papers to write...

why is it that when you care about someone for a long time... and then you think you don't... and then you see their face (whether it be in person or a photo)... ...you reconsider your situation? and...
Posted by what you got under there? on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:40:00 PST

my thumb...

my thumb is constantly hitting the space bar     putting more tiny spaces         between what i’ve already written in stone &nbs...
Posted by what you got under there? on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 11:41:00 PST

the busy-ness of life...

is killing me slowly. i’ve only got one more week to survive and then i can breathe again.and i can see my friends again. and i can relax for a second...before it starts all over.sorry i’v...
Posted by what you got under there? on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 02:06:00 PST

disgust...

you go out. you meet people. you feel uncomfortable. you don't want to be mean. you just want to get out of there. you're not sure how to escape. you make your excuses. and you leave...finally.driving...
Posted by what you got under there? on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 11:56:00 PST

Mardi Gras quote of 2008

looking back on past Mardi Gras quotes... 2006: Can I have a dollar? 2007: what up pimpin'? whatchu got on my drink shorty? and 2008: we don't sell...we satisfy! you gotta love mardi gras... the tradi...
Posted by what you got under there? on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:14:00 PST

dont have the words.

i don't have the words. and even if i did, i doubt i could speak them. she's gone and i didn't think it would feel like this. sadness...pain...regret...relief...i don't have the words. it happened fas...
Posted by what you got under there? on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 02:02:00 PST

catching up...

...but never catching my breath. experiencing a perpetual anxiety attack and a brown paper bag is no where within reach. yet, i'm all caught up... ...caught up in the daily act of life. i'm not l...
Posted by what you got under there? on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 09:39:00 PST

what do you do...

...when you aren't comfortable anymore? you continue with your search for comfortability... never forgetting any of the characteristics of even the most unlikely of your "comfy-ness." ...and maybe yo...
Posted by what you got under there? on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:54:00 PST

HEARTBROKEN

last night Golden State broke my heart. how do you give up so many friggin points in under 2 minutes?!!?!?!!?! how!? in a way, i'm glad it's over... i couldn't take anymore heartbreak.
Posted by what you got under there? on Thu, 17 May 2007 05:48:00 PST

quick-write right quick

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE CONFUSED: THIS IS FOR A STORY THAT I'M CURRENTLY WORKING ON. **THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME** (but thanks for the concern   he is always on his way out. everyone is always on t...
Posted by what you got under there? on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 06:53:00 PST