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Ian

Everything you ever wanted to know about silence

About Me

"I write quite a few songs where the sort of issue is faith--having faith, keeping faith. And this song [Angels of the Silences] in particular is about the difficulty in having faith in things, and finding things to have faith in, in yourself, in God, and in my case, a woman. Faith is a weird thing, it in a sense it is all about waiting. It's not actually about getting anything, you know, faith is about the wait, because once you get something there is no need anymore. So a lot about faith is just the willingness to sort of throw yourself on a fence and hang there for a while. That's a very difficult and bitter thing, you know. In this song, I keep saying the main character, I, I said, 'All my sins, I would pay for them if I could come back to you.' It's not just about finding things to believe in, it's about wanting to be able to believe in anything too." - Adam Duritz
Julia, ya habibti.
I've got a feeling in my gut
Now it fills me with so much hope
I said, fuck it I'm fine
Dine and dashed
The pianist peddled in the morning
Marry me, stay the same
Lie to me and try to say you never will.

My Interests

fascism, silence, violence, deconstruction, ghosts and Julia.

I'd like to meet:

Natalie Portman, Adam Lazzera, Noam Chomsky, John Mayer, Howard Zinn, Malcolm X, Jack Kerouac, William Burroughs, Nick Drake, Adam Duritz, Ian Curtis, Miles Davis, Bob Dylan, Audrey Tautou, Morrissey, Antonio Gramsci, Michel Foucault, Anthony Green, Eddie Vedder, Jacques Derrida, Gilles Deleuze, Penelope Cruz, Hannah Arendt

Music:

Deftones, John Mayer, Bob Dylan, Taking Back Sunday, Tori Amos, Ani DiFranco, Dave Matthews Band, Counting Crows, Belle and Sebastian, The Used, Thursday, Howie Day, Ari Hest, Frou Frou, Bjork, The Music, Pearl Jam, Saosin, Jeff Buckley, At The Drive-In, April's Love Affair, Patty Griffin, Refused, Talib Kweli, The Smiths, Wilco, Jandek, R.E.M., Dinosaur Jr., Erykah Badu, Meshell Ndegeocello, The Cure, Rolling Stones, yourcodenameis:milo, Miles Davis, John Coltrane, Velvet Underground, Uncle Tupelo, Gang of Four, Glassjaw, Joy Division, Mars Volta, Nation of Ulysses, Minor Threat, Fugazi, The Format, Circa Survive, Rites of Spring, One Last Wish

Movies:

Amelie, Snatch, Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Ronin, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Napoleon Dynamite, High Fidelity, L'Auberge Espagnole, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Amores Perros, Lost in Translation, Royal Tenenbaums, Rushmore, Pieces of April, Easy Rider, Memento, Love Actually, How To Draw A Bunny, Closer

Television:

Ed, Pete and Pete, Freaks and Geeks

Books:

On the Road, Naked Lunch, A Million Little Pieces, Rogue States, Lolita, Post Office, Fear and Loathing on the Campaign Trail '72, Junky, A Clockwork Orange, Discipline and Punish: The Birth of the Prison, The History of Sexuality, Antonio Gramsci's Prison Notebooks, The Future of an Illusion, Dissemination, Writing and Difference, Pale Fire