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Michelle [Monster]

Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say

About Me



Michelle is currently dead right now. Please leave a message and she'll get back to you when she starts living again
Lately it’s all about the face and not the opinions so I won't bother writing my life story for you. Unlike some people on Myspace, I don’t claim to be better then you and I’m not one to act like I’m the shit . But yeah, at the same time you have your own opinions but don't come to me with your drama cause I really don't give a fuck. Leave it to the daytime soaps. As I can never seem to avoid, I fall fast and hard and have been fucked over one too many times. So I've given up on relationships. I've given up on a lot of things that were probably worth my time. A wise boy once told me 'Sometimes the best can never be and shouldn't be experienced again'. Agree or disagree, media is runing the youth of the world. Dystychiphobic, rhabdophobic, taphophobic, phronemophobic, thermophobic and atelophobic. I’ve got my insecurities just like everyone else- don’t point them out . Some people call me a magnet for breakdowns, others call me the most indecisive person they've ever met. Either way, I don't care about you or your feelings cause let's face it, this is a website and one on one is more fun anyway.
Lately nothing had seemed to be working out. I've realized that some friends I've had for 3 going on 4 years aren't friends. No matter how hard you try to please them, they still just sit back and laugh at you. Well I'm sick of it. And the people who have stuck by me lately were the people I never excepted to. Great to know who your real friends are. I've been lucky enough to find a few certain people who really care about me. They're the ones that keep me going through the week.

Would you be my garage band king?

Fuck what's been sung about Delilah, I want a boy who will write me a love song better then that.
You'll always be my thunder.
lurk...

My Interests

Art
Photography
Bats
Comic books
Rainy days
Red and Stimpy
Hugs
Music
Concerts
Mosh pits
Scary movies

I'd like to meet:

From First To Last
Edgar Allen Poe
Steve-O
Jack the Ripper
Bam Margera and the CKY crew

Music:

Mail Order Bride. Breathe Carolina. Techno Squirrels. The Cure. Bright Eyes. Alexisonfire. Coolidge. Thurston. Frightened Rabbit. Medic Droid. Music For Animals. From First To Last. Hellogoodbye. The Color Of Violence. Rosettas Stone. Self Against City. The Smiths. Band Of Horses. This Providence. Motion City Soundtrack. Gatsby's American Dream. The Fairer Sex. Drop Dead, Gorgeous. Slaraffenland. Bound Stems. My American Heart. A Skylit Drive. The Umbrella Sequence. Zombie Girl. Endless Hallway. Jamestown Story. The Used. Cute Is What We Aim For. The Grey Race. Young Galaxy. Dntel. Avenged Sevenfold. Bowling For Soup. Lydia. Mannequin Men. The Wildlife. A Kiss Could Be Deadly. New Found Glory. Fall Of Troy. Lesbians On Ecstasy. Drifting In Silence. Chiodos. Gym Class Heroes. Something Corporate. Cars and Trains. The Academy Is. The Almost. Pencey Prep. The Poison Control Center. HollAnd. Dresden Dolls. Paramore. The Rocket Summer. AFI. Jeffree Star. The Dead Science. Bloodhound Gang. Kanye West. Plain White T's. The Battle Royale. Monster Bobby. Andy Haut. Kill Hannah. Cobra Starship. Imogen Heap. In Fair Verona. Saves The Day. Elliott Smith. The Acorn. Brindle. Moneen. The Horrors. Los Campesinos!. Velure. The Dudes. Bottom of the Hudson. The Toxic Avenger. American Music Club. The Most Serene Republic. Mirah. N Lannon. Pola. Mickey Avalon.

Movies:



V For Vendetta. What's Eating Gilbert Grape. Alexander. 28 Weeks Later. The Net. I Know What You Did Last Summer. Fracture. Blades of Glory. Candy. From Hell. High Fidelity. The Virgin Suicides. The Prestige. Blazing Saddles. The Others. Vanity Fair. Ferris Bueller's Day Off. Dejavu. The Breakfast Club. 1408. Cruel Intentions. Disturbing Behavior. Scream. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer. The Goonies. Running With Scissors. Children Of Men. The Lion King. Friday The 13th. Peter Pan. The Good Shepherd. Alice In Wonderland. Grease. Ghostbusters 1&2. Nightmare On Elm Street. Gremlins. The Faculty. The Secret Window. Sleepy Hollow. Hostage. Better Off Dead. Pretty In Pink. Child's Play. The Crow.

Television:

Red and Stimpy
Wildboys
The Boondocks
Viva La Bam
Scooby Doo Futurama

Books:

Squee
1984
Love & Hate
Johnny The Homocidal Maniac

Heroes:

Edgar Allen Poe

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting. On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door; And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming; And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor; And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor; Shall be lifted -- nevermore.

My Blog

Upon the completion of the contract I’ll have my self control back

Ever have that day that you wish you could just go home, curl up in your leopard print sheets and sleep until the end of the world? Today was one of those days. It's days like these that make me so ex...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:35:00 PST

Fuck Thatttt

Forget everything I said in 'I'm an attention slut in a rut"   I FUCKING GIVE UP
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:19:00 PST

I am a saint with a slur and a habit of making up words.

I'm writing this with a fierce need for Starbucks. Insanely overpriced but it's always the bad things that make us feel so good. So fall is here and winters just around the corner and I admit I'm...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 02:56:00 PST

oh boyy...

So truthfully I never expected the weekend to be so... amazing. 5 hour car rides with Frenchie blasting Kanye West and Deathcab to get to a freezing house with the biggest amount of dust that I'd...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:10:00 PST

yes, this is a fucking rant...

As is ever my style, its time to go on about the bullshit and not have anyone care. Why do I even bother anymore? It always end up the fucking same. Boy 1, boy 2, girl 1, boy 3, girl 2, girl 3... they...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 08:22:00 PST

i want...

i want a boy who can start a conversation with me and not have it end five minutes later of awkwardness. i want a boy who likes all types of music. i want a boy who will go shopping wit...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 11:32:00 PST

return to sender

she watned explosions. and passion and fervor. people around shook their heads at her silly heart that wanted so much. down here, they said, we don't have that kind of luck. and still the day called f...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 01:02:00 PST

11:23 confession

i'm tired of going over how everything went wrong. i'm sick of thinking about how much you mean nothing to me. it's time to let it out now and let it go forever. my smile has run away. i think it's go...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 08:38:00 PST

and then there was a starship...

pulling on ripped jeans showing bruised knees, shoes laced up and stocked with markers, and it was time to go. running down stairs, leaving to wherever the wind would take us. what is the meaning of l...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:19:00 PST

just give me the bad news...

don't you just hate it when things don't turn out according to plan? isn't is amazing how four little words can crush you and make your night miserable? you follow a friend's advice and get over ...
Posted by Michelle [Monster] on Sun, 13 May 2007 07:37:00 PST