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Hi there~my name is Sarah and I am 25 years old and I have a pretty bad habbit of giving people the benefit of the doubt--and finding the BEST in them...even if they want nothing to do with finding the best in others...or themselves. It is ok though, im a "giver" by nature. I live a pretty simple life, I am a VOL. Firefighter/EMT back in my hometown Cheektowaga...right outside of Buffalo. I am a New York State Corrections Officer, and work in a Mens Max. Facility in a small town called Shawangunk NY. I have two of the greatest roomates in the world! Klock and Porter...they are my HOME GIRLS!!! We got eachother through some of the toughest tmes EVER and gladly said...I made two lifelong friends!!! A woman once told me a corky phrase that I think pretty much sums up the last year of my life..."When you least expect it...is when the greatest gifts are given". Throughout this voyage I've taken this last year I lost some good friends, kept the strongest and made some life long bonds that I would not trade for the world! I met some of the greatest people in the world, and I was also given the chance to get to know the sweetest man ever. What started off as a silly friendship grew to a strong friendship and lead us into love. Rob has been a blessing hidden from me but I am grateful that we gave each other the opportunity to see the "realness" in our hearts. Love you. I am a member of Doyle2 Fire Dept. and have been an active member for 4 years. It is a great company! Just like any other one...just get past the jealousy and drama...you'll be fine haha. The last few years have been what I like to call a "learning experience" for me. I have learned a lot as well as matured into the strong person that I am today. A wise woman once used me as the term "a butterfly leaving the cocoon". Several years ago, I was misguided in where I wanted to be in my life, and once I found that place of "zen" I was able to spread my wings and fly. I let the wind take me for a ride to where it felt fit, until I was ready. Now I am the butterfly soaring through all life has to offer making the best of it all the way through. There is a song lyric I think of when times get tough "another turning point, a fork stuck in the road, time grabs you bye the wrist directs you where to go, so make the best of this task and don't ask why...its something unpredictable but in the end it's right I hope you had the time of your life". These words are true and gets one thinking. Life is too short, and things happen for a reason. Sometimes these reasons are uncanny or unknown but in the end, they are right. People pop up into your lives for different reasons sometimes you hurt them, and others may hurt you, sometimes people stay for a long time while others for just a while but that is just it, they are there for a purpose.~*~MY FAMILY IS MY LIFE---AND I LOVE MY LIFE~*~ My family means the world to me. DON'T GET IN THE WAY
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With my new job, I am starting a new life. I moved about 6 hours away from home and im meeting new people everyday. It is tough because with me being down here...my friends back home forgot about me up there. It is a growing and learning experience i guess you can say. I don't know much right now...starting all over and all, but I do know that for the first time in a while, i am living my life for me...myself and i. i miss my friends more than anyone knows but i think me being out here they got blinded bye the crap and forgot about the good times. but it is alright, all of us are going through tough times right now...it will all work out in the end i am sure of it.I have recently started to spend a lot of time with someone who for a few years, well he was just my buddy. I am starting to see what is truly inside of him, and i COULDN'T ask for anything more! He is a straight up gentleman...he treats me like ...I don't know...isn't it funny how somethings just work out? it was under my nose this whole time...and didn't even see it...i'm happy that it jumped up and bit me in the ass though