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About Me


i dont care if you don't like me..but tell me to my face, fuck up and find the courage to confront me. dont hide behind lies and bitch behind my back. because i will find out; so whats the point of trying to hide it?.
so many people on here, say how they know exactly who they are. how they know exactly what they want, exactly how they feel. they have found the one person in the world that makes them happy. they have the best friends in the world.
well, i cant say that about myself.
im not strong, i dont know who i am. i am still searching for what i want to be. i do have amazing friends, and someone special.. but i know people go through stages and in a few months they will probably be sick of me and will move on to the next lame person that they will call their best friend.
in the last few months, my entire life has changed. this was one of the hardest things to deal with. i am not complaining here by the way. i am simply explaining some of the reasons why am am who i am.
it started when my parents divorced. i dont know why this came as such a surprise for me, because they had been fighting for years, and most of my childood memories are of hiding from them. but for some reason this did impact me alot.
then most of my friends started changing and leaving me. i guess thats how i found out who my real friends are.
they are the ones who have stood by me always.
i dont even know why i try to exlain myself on here.
maybe its because i need to see it for myself..
to try and figure things out.
I like what i like.. so accept it fukers.. I have no one to impress.
So grow up, get some class and then maybe I'll notice that you're alive.
This is me, Hate it, or Love it.
i hate everything about chistmas.
everything
i know its about jesus and celebrating his birth, but it always reminds me of when i was little.
the days where my whole family was together.
the days where i was happy.
now, i know i'll never get wat i really want for christmas, because nothing i want can truley make me as hapy as i was back then.
i hate how in every christmas movie, there is some miricle that gives the really needy people what they've always wanted. but the thing is.. i dont even know what i need to make me happy.
last year, i spent christmas alone. i ut up the tree by myself and wrapped all my presents. i sat home by myself and waited for my dad to get home, but work was more important.
that pretty much wrecked my christmas.
the thing about my family is that, the only people who i actually related to that i care about are my brothers, jarod and dean. knowing that they are there for me has pulled me through. well, except that they moved so far away.
i have kind of chosen my family. my friends. they are the only ones that matter to me. and my life wuld actually be better if my mum and dad, uncles and all just dissapeared.
thats my awful truth.Myspace Graphics
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My Interests


Playing loud music.
drawing.
my friends.
big hair.
pretty girls with too much eye makeup.
Punk rock guys who don't give a fuck. test

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1.if you do not have photo of yourself
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3.if you are a fucking fake
4.if you are fat/ugly/pimply
5.if you do not comment back/message back.
6.if you are going to outright hit on me.
7.if you think your HaRdcOrE and WrItE LyKe ThIsSS?
8.if you hate the fact that i post 92359161 bullitins.

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Music:


36 Crazyfists
AC-DC
AFI
Arch Enemy
As We Fight
Atreyu
Avenge Sevenfold
The Beatles
Behind Crimson Eyes
Bleeding Through
Blink182
Bullet For My Valentine
Chimaira
CKY
Daft Punk
Dir En Grey
The Distillers
Disturbed
The Doors
Drowning Pool
The Dresden Dolls
Eagles Of Death Metal
Frenzal Rhomb
Full Scale
Garbage
Girugamesh
Hatebreed
HIM
Ill Nino
I Killed The Prom Queen
Killswitch Engage
Job For A Cowboy
The Kinks
Korn
Kyuss
Led Zeppelin
Linkin Park
Live
Le Tigre
Marylin Manson
Metallica
Missy Elliot
The Misfits
Mudvayne
Motely Crue
Mushroomhead
Nirvana
The Offspring
Panic! At The Disco
Pantera
Papa Roach
Phantasmagoria
Pink Floyd
Queens Of The Stone Age
Rage Against The Machine
The Ramones
Rammstein
The Rolling Stones
Scissor Sisters
Sevendust
Sheryl Crow
Siouxsie and The Banshees
The Smashing Pumpkins
Spineshank
Shiny Toy Guns
System Of A Down
Slayer
Throwdown
Trivium
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Zeromancer

Movies:


Zoolander.
Pulp Fiction
Jackass
Napoleon Dynamite
The Craft
Saw
Plan 9 From Outer Space
Almost Famous
Fight Club
All Fast and The Furious

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I LOVE;

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Cinta
Jackson
Tom
Hayley
Matt
Ash
Bec
Tommy D

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How to be Scene:First and foremost, your AIM screen name should be some rad song title and/or lyric. Remember, the more x's you have in it, the more scene you are.Next, go buy yourself some girl's jea...
Posted by j u l z on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 11:32:00 PST