It was this but now it’s that |
If I could just explain everything away - why certain events and people inspire so much reaction, I think I could make sense to you. So many times over the years I've wished for an emotional x-ray or ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:46:00 GMT |
an unrealistic but pleasing moment |
My horoscope advised me not to start anything new today and I am taking its advice to an obscene level. After a long walk in the false spring weather, I've decided that self-reflection is the only thi...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 15:09:00 GMT |
maps |
I have been thinking of maps in a romantic sense for about a year now. This has meant different things at different times.Yesterday we sat studying our hands, naming the origin of each scar and burn a...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 19:12:00 GMT |
self-indulgent birthday prose |
**This is incredibly long, I'm aware, especially for a MySpace blog. I wrote it this morning, and it sort of means a lot to me, though it isn't particularly well done. It's a tribute to my upcoming bi...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 10:15:00 GMT |
sighs matters |
I do not believe in the idea of a perfect day, but I whole-heartedly condone near-perfection. Perfection is closer when your near-perfection contains as little activity as possible.So far, the year is...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 14:32:00 GMT |
Inside fulfillments for the past week, in moments |
I folded up on a couch and stroked a fuzzy pillow, saying things differently than I normally do and realizing how much I'm healing. I listened to words I had been waiting to hear and responded as help...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 01:36:00 GMT |
Flip of a switch and a hopelessly bright light |
A new development in my personality or a slight shift - I feel no need lately whatsoever to prove my intelligence on any given topic. I find myself saying a bit less these days, I'm not nearly as eage...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 22:52:00 GMT |
Silence, old rocks, and confessions |
Too short of a trip to the mountains, although it was cleansing and beautiful. I found myself truly not wanting to leave, to just keep on going. I'm sure sometime in the following hundred miles or so,...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 22:07:00 GMT |
burning, burning year |
Check yourself out of this scene for a while and into a hospital of voids. Learn how to deal with the pangs of aloneness, because you can't, can't keep screaming into your pillow then throwing it agai...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 01:33:00 GMT |
Piano music, the early 20's years, space, and why smoking is meddlesome |
I looked around my room today trying to see with different eyes. It's one of those rooms, as all my rooms have always been, that constantly looks unfinished, like it's undergoing renovation. With anot...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 14:53:00 GMT |
