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raybaybay!♥

One day, you're gonna get bitch slapped, and I'm not gonna do a thing to stop it.

About Me


i am rachel.
you'll respect me :)...
because i'm royalty.
no, i really am. i have documented proof.
i love my best friends to death.
my past is a scary place to visit, so i rarely try to make sense of it anymore. i'm moving on, even though i still have night terrors of what has happened to me.
growing up is hard for most, but i had to early on.
but i still keep the child in my heart alive.
hello kitty is my favorite.
hot pink, black, and torqouise are my favorite colors.
i'm pursuing a career in make-up and hair.
i'm going to paul mitchell the school in coasta mesa, ca.
i am stubborn.
no, seriously. if i don't want to do something i wont do it.
i lose everything!
God tattooed the love of all music onto my soul.
my heart belongs to the ocean. i've been raised around water since i could breathe.
if i like you, i'll give you a nickname of any sort.
i wont tolerate your bullshit because you can't bullshit an ex pro-bullshitter.
i'm deep.
i'm sensitive.
i don't chase boys. i don't need to, and i wouldn't anyways.
call me a slut? hmmm i think somebody's jealous and insecure. plus, i don't give out my goodies like candy, asshole.
oh wait i forgot... i d.g.a.f what you think of me.

My Interests

j'dore rachel.

what i'm up to:
me && jay are currently looking for bandmates. message me or jay if you're interested. here's an idea of what we're going to sound like:

bob marley, kurt cobain, and blink 182(old stuff) jammed one night then they all had sex with birdman. birdman was too drunk to remember this and then passed on AIDS to the kottonmouthkings, hed pe, and bullet for my valentine. bullet for my valentine has a threesome with social distortion and old U2... then the bone thugs eat them all and out poops our band.

I'd like to meet:

koala bean ♥

so, there's this boy.
a very beautiful boy.
i loved him very very much.
then he broke my heart into a million little pieces.
months later, he apologized.
and kept at me.
but i resisted him for a long time, because i was so angry.
then i played a drinking game with some friends.
and from there, that's where we started all over again.
my heart is still hurting some, but actions from him are proving that he's changing.
out with the old, and in with the new. that's what they all say.
i'm his lil animal, and he wouldn't change that for the world.
yes, what he did will always stay in the back of my brain, but there's something called forgiveness.
we are all capable of it.
don't get mad at me, because i'm not giving him all my trust quite yet. i have very little faith in him right now... and i'll only TRULY believe it when i see it.
also, don't put me down for loving someone so much it almost killed me- because i'll never change. the reason i am this way is because i once lost someone that was close to me. i didn't show him how much i really cared, and i took him for granted too often. my heart and soul was crushed and robbed of happiness when he and i went our separate ways. he was my first love, and i'm lucky that he and i are now just starting to build a friendship. he'll always be in my heart.
my love is pure and true, anyone is lucky to experience it; whether it be a close friend, family member, or lover of mine.
i have thought i've loved, but i found out later it wasn't real. it was just lust.
but with this boy, it's true.
just wait and see. you'll know why i care about him so much. in fact, you'll love him too. he's a good person, but was an idiot at the time.
he's made me laugh, cry, smile, and scream...
but he's worth EVERY bit of chaos- good or bad.
now he's got one last chance; he knows this.
let's hope he doesn't blow it.

Music:

currently i like;; fiest,
bat for lashes,
cat power,
regina spektor,
the expendables,
pepper,
frou frou,
sublime,
kottonmouth kings,
kingspade,
the wallflowers,
the muffs,
the co-dependents,
BUSH,
dr. explosion,
the staggers,
say anything,
hellogoodbye,
the coffin shakers,
fiona apple,
ani difranco,
the shins,
the beatles,
the doors,
bob marley,
peter tosh,
the kooks,
silversun pickups,
hardcore, metal, underground rap,
punk rock,
classical music- bach, mozzart, bethoven, etc.,
techno,
I LOVE ALL MUSIC.

Movies:

across the universe.
the green mile.
aquamarine.
lilo and stitch.
juno.
grandma's boy.
40 year old virgin.
donnie darko.

Television:

run's house.
degrassi.
family guy.
futurama.
aqua teen hunger force.

Books:

love is a dog from hell (poetry)
dante's series about his ideas of heaven, hell, and purgatory.
the lovely bones.

Heroes:


jesus ♥
anyone who has always stayed by my side.
koala bean, best friend, crunk, crush, tasha, and rolle.

My Blog

the best aim convo i’ve had in a long time

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Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 12:00:00 PST

Cut and Paste (a memoire to my first love, you know who you are.)

i wrote this quite some time ago. we're talking years here. i think it deserves to be posted. hey, first love you know who you are. read this if you want to. ********************************...
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 05:59:00 PST

Roots

Lovely mother of mine, you can't comfort me tonight There's nothing you can do about this cold and cruel world God dealt me the wrong hand, He's a good card shark He knew that I'd be the one to hold e...
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:30:00 PST

Salt n See(a)?

Your breath dries out my bloodshot eyes Sand coagulates inside my cut  I struggle to wake up while you're shaking me My cries to you were just too much.   So you put me out like a candl...
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 01:35:00 PST

remember me?

You probably have good or bad memories of me. Put them here. I'd like to know how you remember me.
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 04:17:00 PST

This could get messy

..> Lately I've been really curled up in my own shell, not really wanting to believe that some of these things are really happening. I'm angry at our president. I wonder a lot about how many p...
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:42:00 PST

my friends are the shiiiiet

..> ..> ..> The Quote Box- "Me queso es su queso." -Spencer Poff- "Everyday is a mission." -Spencer Poff- "Son of a FUCK!" -Rachel Harriman- *Dave*"Ok, so I might not ever get to do a threeso...
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 10:03:00 PST

ummm... a test.

..> ..> 1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we...
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 07:14:00 PST

gay adam, straight dave, and straight me. (mature content)

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Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 03:47:00 PST

"RuSh"

by: Me   you think the world goes around because of your input, but reality doesn't set in for you, does it? you are a lie, a fake, a young man in dire need for attention, why do you have to...
Posted by raybaybay!♥ on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 02:18:00 PST