I enjoy life, but dont live life like I should. I tend to forget about my needs and tries to make sure that everyone else is happy. There is so much that I want to do and explore but finding the time or making the time is difficult.Bondage, yes that is an interest of mine that I have had for many years. I have lived with it and without it. I dont need bondage to be who I am cause I am me but it does make me feel complete when I can share that with another. I enjoy many levels of bondage, spanking, role playing, I like to experiment.I am a very complex person at times, or you could say cautious too. If you dont know me I could talk to you as if you were my best friend and you would feel very comfortable with me but once you get to know more of me I tend to become quiet and reserve, not allowing you any closer to who I am. Complicated, complex but a person who you could depend on.
You know who you are
I tend to spend my time listening mostly to music. Its embedded deep within my soul. I dont really have favourite bands/groups, I just enjoy all types of music, ok maybe not country. haha. I listen alot to Dead Can Dance, PJ Harvey, Brian Eno, Five for Fighting, the Calling, Areosmith, Fleetwood Mac, Porcupine Tree, It all depends on my moods and feelings at the times. I do prefer instrumental music over lyrics, whether its jazz or alternative experimental. I let it get into my mind and breathe the feeling it creates inside me.I can not sing or play any instruments this is a talent that I wish that I had. I love the sound of a saxophone. I own one but cant play a note - so if you want to buy it you can make me an offer. LOL
My taste varies depending on the mood I'm in. I dont do horror or gore but I do enjoy a good sci-fi, comedy, drama. It has to hold my attention or its not worth watching.
Heroes, The Lost Room, NCSI, Life On Mars, Nevermind the Buzzcocks, Top Gear, I'm not a big TV watcher but these shows I tend to watch when they are on.
American Gods, NeverWhere
I will find my hero when he finds me - the only person who you really should believe in is yourself.