I can be heeelarious, I can be a total prick, I can be the hardest working person ever, or the laziest. I usually keep my thoughts to myself because I don't know how to fully express myself with words. I love a good single malt scotch on ice. I love Old Style and High Life. I can be totally mature one moment, only to be completely childish the next. I try to not let my emotions effect my judgements and behavior.....but I'm not perfect with that. I constantly fear that I'll never fall in love again....and I am constantly afraid of bees. Seriously, they freak me out, big time. Sometimes I want to really fuck up my life, but I have too much respect for myself and the ones that love me to go through with it. I think I've only really trusted a handful of people with my life.....that number is much less these days. I love music, all types, nothing is excluded. People that say they love music, except x and y......Fuck them. That's bullshit. I respect all music that comes from the heart. I may not like it......aka the beatles, the rolling stones, abba, destiny's child...etc., etc., etc., but I still appreciate those people for doing something that I've never done.
Moral of the story: I am a walking contradiction who drinks too much scotch.
Post Script: I love to read books about theoretical physics. Some of those topics are just so out there and bazarre, but totally possible.....like the 11 dimensions predicted by String Theory. That's some crazy shit.
