the guilty party

I just don't want to be me anymoreI want to scratch out this visage I etched so painstakingly on the surfaceAn identity I reinvent for each passing conversationPromises always rain down onto the surfa...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 19:27:00 GMT

with the flask full to your lips, dear

      She could still feel the blows to her heart, the outcome of a recent scuffle she had had with a love interest.  It was getting harder and harder to breathe just as ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 20:57:00 GMT

not about anyone in particular

I feel neutral towards anyone.  Its mind numbing.  The only thing I can really feel is disappointment.  See when you live like me, living vicariously through people, putting all my hope...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 23:38:00 GMT

I’m the girl who cries after feel good movies

I'm sick of this, I feel like I'm always waiting.  Like I spend most of my time pacing back and forth. I don't know what I'm waiting for maybe for a person? nah that's not like me maybe for a los...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 21:31:00 GMT

Paradise isn’t as far away as I thought

Its amazing how many possibilities are there.  Every choice I make is important and I don't think I want to screw that up.  Sure there's always people there to screw you over but that's exac...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 03:20:00 GMT

I’ve gotta...

1. put on make up2. change my outlook3. lose some weight4. get a boyfriend5. buy new shoes6. pierce my ears7. become interesting8. get a social life9. get money10. make no enemies11. care about only m...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 23:43:00 GMT

What’s a girl to do...

When her eyes are no longer as bright as you wishHer hands don't long to brush up against your faceCloth hangs from her flesh unlike anyone elseHer words aren't sweet the nectar from the flower you wi...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 19:35:00 GMT

go ahead disembowel me

I'm sure you'll feel better than I dothat's how these things work out usually
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 17:40:00 GMT

I followed mom’s advice

Tell him to go fuck himself
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 23:22:00 GMT

My favorite color is pink

huh...what?what was I talking about?Oh yea, my favorite color is pink.  Like a hot pink.  Makes me think of all sorts of things, good things.  Everyone knows that hot pink looks awesome...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 20:46:00 GMT