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AYY PEPOLE IT'S HOLLY! MANY OF U KNO MII MANY OF U DON'T BUT IF U WANNA GET 2 KNO MII DON'T IT'S NOT GOOD FOR U.....SIKE!!!! I AM IN MUH GED CLASSES AND I AM VERY DRIVIN TO STAY OUT OF TROUBLE 4RM NOW ON BUT YET IT HAS WORKED EVER SINCE I GOT RID OF THE "IT"! I AM VERY OUTGOING AND I LOVE TO PARTY....I ALSO LOVE ANIMALS AT THIS POINT IN MUH LIFE I HAVE A AWESOME KITTEN NAMED COTTON, A LOVEBIRD NAMED TIKI, A PARROT NAMED RICKY, AND 2 SUGAR GLIDER'S NAMED CRAIG N DAE-DAE.........I HAVE A THING FOR ALCHOHOL-SEE I DIDN'T EVEN SPELL IT RITE..LOL---UM I ALSO LOVE MUH FRIENDS(muh true ones at least) WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY OTHER THAN HOLLA AT CHA GURL!!!!
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Looking back at me I seeThat I never really got it rightI never stopped to think of youI'm always wrapped up inThings I cannot winYou are the antidote that gets me bySomething strongLike a drug that gets me highWhat I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I amI never meant to be so coldTo you I'm sorry about all the liesMaybe in a different lightYou could see me stand on my own againCause now i can seeYou were the antidote that got me bySomething strong like a drug that got me highI never meant to be so coldI never really wanted you to seeThe screwed up side of me that I keepLocked inside of me so deepIt always seems to get to meI never really wanted you to goSo many things you should have knownI guess for me theres just no hopeI never meant to be so cold~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~I've been changin' but you'll never see me now(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)Now I'm blaming you for everythingNo more holding it inHow many years can I pretendNothing never goes the way it shouldNo more sitting in this placeHoping you might see it my wayCause I don't think you ever understoodThat what I'm looking for are the answersTo why these questions never go awayI'm so far awayI've been changin' but you'll never see me nowI'm so far awayNow I'm blaming you for everythingNo more waiting for the endOf every day that I will spendWishing that I only had a choiceNo more pushing you awayCause I will be busy watching things going my wayNever looking back on this anymoreBecause what I'm looking for are the answersTo why these questions never go awayI've been changin' but you'll never see me nowNow I'm blaming you for everythingI'm so far awayHey hey watch me waveGoodbye to yesterdayNothing left in my wayHey hey I've been savedWith sun shining on my painGetting me through this dayHey hey watch me waveGoodbye to yesterdayNothing left in my wayFeels so good to say~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Can you feel it crush you? Does it seem to bring the worst in you out?There's no running away from these things that hold you downDo they complicate you because they make you feel like this?Of all the colors that you've shined this is surely not your bestBut you should know these colors that you're shining are...Surely not the best colors that you shineI know you feel alone, yeah, and no one else can figure you outBut don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down?Well they'd love to save you. Don't you know they love to see you smile?But these colors that you've shined are surely not your styleI know you're feeling like you're lostBut you should know these colors that you're shinin areI know you're feeling like you're lost,You feel you've drifted way too farDid you know these colors that you're shinin' areSurely not the best..(I know you're feeling like you're lost)Colors that you shine..(but you should know these colors that you're shining are)Surely not the best..(I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you..ve drifted way too far)Did you know these colors that you're shinin' are..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~To my mother, to my father
It's your son or it's your daughter
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me
Should I turn this up for you?I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence gets us nowhwere
Gets us nowhere way too fastThe silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisionsI sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence gets us nowhwere
Gets us nowhere way too fastAll your insults and your curses
Make me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I am nothing
But you made me so do something
'Cause I'm fucked up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't giveAs I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence gets us nowhwere
Gets us nowhere way too fastI sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence gets us nowhwere
Gets us nowhere way too fast~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw youAnd it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call youAnd everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I stretched myself beyond my meansAnd it's been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I could say I love myself as wellAnd it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with youAnd everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again.... againWhy must I feel this way
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful dayAnd It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorryAnd it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you tasteAnd everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for meAnd It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~I know I've been mistakenBut just give me a break and see the changes that I've madeI've got some imperfectionsBut how can you collect them all and throw them in my faceBut you always find a way to keep me right here waitingYou always find the words to say to keep me right here waitingAnd if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waitingSearching for the things to say to keep you right here waitingI hope you're not intendingTo be so condescending it's as much as i can takeand you're so independentyou just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I breakBut you always find a way to keep me right here waitingYou always find the words to say to keep me right here waitingAnd if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waitingSearching for the things to say to keep you right here waitingI've made a commitmentI'm willing to bleed for youI needed fulfillmentI found what I need in youWhy can't you just forgive meI don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the wayBut I always find a way to keep you right here waitingI always find the words to say to keep you right here waitingBut you always find a wayTo keep me right here waitingYou always find the words to say to keep me right here waitingAnd if I chose to walk away would you be right here waitingSearching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~The more you see the more you do
The television's feeding you
With what you want to hear
Anger and fear
Because you sufferThe hate you feel won't go away
You're all programmed to feel this way
To live another day within a world
That loves to sufferSufferAnd then I come to find everything's Okay
Seen this all before, but that was yesterday
I try to walk right through the messes that I've made
Just let me enjoy the life here that I've hadI've tried to give this all to you
Can't take anymore to deal with this
It hurts inside
I know why I hide
'Cause I sufferSufferI tried to keep it all inside
Didn't leave me too much pride
I forced it all down inside
Forced myself to make me sufferAnd then I come to find everything's Okay
Seen this all before, but that was yesterday
I try to walk right through the messes that I've made
Just let me enjoy the life here that I've had
And then I come to find.....And then I come to find everything's Okay
Seen this all before, but that was yesterday
I try to walk right through the messes that I've made
Just let me enjoy the life here that I've had
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.I've taken all I can take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong and holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.Let’s start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm
staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain.Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true,
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.