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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

there's battle lines being drawn nobody's right if everybody's wrong young people speakin there minds getting so much resistance far behind

Music:

sounds that make my feel.

Movies:

images that make me feel.

Books:

words that make me feel.

Heroes:

Every other morning I wake up lost and tired from dreaming, as we distill our vision nights grow long - void of real meaning. Dear Dad - I'm having trouble feeling sad, your words find secret pathways through my spine. Inside my teeth I'll scream - I know that I miss you - I know that I miss you Inside my teeth I'll scream. Those diamond streets, invisible runways buried beneath, and I was wrong this time - oh I was so wrong And Dad you don't know the half of it this time. You told me what was yours would soon be mine. You taught me to no longer be afraid - no longer be afraid.

my dad

My Blog

father of mine, tell me where have you been.

today = 1 years since he died. nothings easier. life is never gunna be as good as it was with him around. love um while theyre around to love....
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 12:36:00 PST

I know you guys want an update on my life

SOOO. heres what I got. My last 2 finals are monday the 9th. Im going to take those and then pack up my shit and move to rachels house in sullivan. Ill be staying there and working in ashland until ...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 07:53:00 PST

its been a while since a real blog entry...

things are going pretty alright these days. working at pilot which has its good days and then has its bad days...which are the days have to work maintnence. which is today 3-11. shiiiitty. still...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 07:26:00 PST

my top guy and girl

..> Look at the first female and first male on your Top 8 and then fill this out. Don't change it.------HER-------1) Who is she?rachel 2) Do you trust her?of course 3) When's the last time you tal...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 03:05:00 PST

Cried when she should and she laughed when she could

so from wednesday to sunday was just too good to even describe. what a good few days man. rachel elyse and a tid bit of kelley. that my friends is quality. I feel good. well I mean Im sick as heck, bu...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:27:00 PST

suuuurvey

Body: [1] What is your middle name? ann[2] What color is your mailbox?green[3] Are you available? yeah[4] Have you ever hit a deer?no but a lot of close calls[5] Do you have to drive over a bridge to ...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 11:10:00 PST

damn! can I never catch a break?!?!

my cat got hit by a car today. &...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 07:50:00 PST

so heres the downlow

I miss my dad.
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:09:00 PST

cant do it.

man, I just cant do this...its too hard. taking care of my dad is like the hardest thing Ive ever done. hes not even my dad, he cries...he asks me whats wrong with him he wont eat he yells.... I dont ...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:40:00 PST

more surveys I bet...

1. Height? 5'5''2. Have you ever smoked heroin?Ive been clean for a week now.3. Do you own a gun?negatory5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?yeah6. What do you think of hot dogs?they mak...
Posted by Im still not dead yet on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 09:13:00 PST