wow.... |
i'm freaked out.... i ship out for the coastguard on tuesday... i'm nervous.... and i'll admit it, scared. this is something completely new.... its frightening. but well.. its a good thing. if you...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 09:48:00 PST |
its over |
the relationship, even as friends, between me and amanda is over. for good this time. i said somethings i shouldn't have said, and some things she hadn't told me came to light. its over. i'm sadden...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 12:03:00 PST |
amanda... |
if things go as planned (not that they seemingly have with her, or ever will for that matter) i will be meeting with amanda tomorrow... i'm nervous. part of me wants to scream my lungs out at her and...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 09:08:00 PST |
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
i am in! thats right, after 6 months i am cleared for active duty... there is still a little paper work, and swearing in, but i am in the clear. so yeah, more likely than not i will have a party befo...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 05:35:00 PST |
fuck this |
well well well. amanda broke up with me.... again. thats why my title is "fuck this" i'm tired. i was willing to spend probably thousands of dollars each year to spend time with her. i was willing...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 08:57:00 PST |
you know... its weird |
i always thought it was weird when somebody said, "she/he compleats me" when talking about someone they love. yet it's true... as weird as it sounds, its true. i love amanda rose skrok with all my h...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Thu, 24 May 2007 07:37:00 PST |
all for nothing. |
well fuck. as my bulliten said i've been in love with amanda rose skrok (or panda as some people know her) sense august. well she sent me an e-mail yesterday breaking up with me. 4 times i've gone out...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 07:44:00 PST |
a little survey |
CURRENT MOOD: eh, happy but kinda tired. CURRENT MUSIC: *shrugs* anything by disturbed really CURRENT TASTE: sushi... or miso soup... CURRENT HAIR: long and kinda wavy, kinda curly. blondish redish. C...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:42:00 PST |
a little bit of my thoughts about free speach. |
i read a bulliten about a group called "fuck the troops" on myspace. well i have a few things to say about that. first off it is fucked up to say that, but that is what the troops are fighting for. i ...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 07:05:00 PST |
a poem i just thought up out of nowhere... |
what is life?
a dream, with in a dream
floating through a world that exists only in our minds?
or a streem of events leading to nothing more than death
and cold sleep in a shallow grave?
is it a brigh...
Posted by hippie headbanger on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:31:00 PST |
