Zeus

It hurts... - to let go of a person you've just learned to love - reminiscing the good times you've shared together - shielding your heart to love somebody - trying to hide what you really feel - trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes - loving a person too much - giving up of someone you never thought of giving up - having the right love at the wrong time - taking the risk to fall in love again - hiding your relationship from someone else - controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend - thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moments knowing all the while that (s)he never even thinks a single thought of you - letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper - holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out - falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with - finding the guy/girl... with only one problem... (s)he doesnt love you... the way you want him/her to... - helping the one you love "make ligaw" to your friend - seeing the one you love crying for someone else - the waiting also hurts like hell - having to hear... "I've met someone!" - agreeing to his/her wish to just be friends - asking his/her freedom back because (s)he'd be happier with him/her - asking you to "forget that everything that happened" and be "normal" friends again - Hearing that you're treated as a little sis or kuya - sharing his/her future plans with the girl/guy with you - you stopped being friends because his/her GF/BF asked him/her to - being denied infront of people - telling you lies where (s)he'd been when actually (s)he was with a "new" friend or an old flame - (s)he told you (s)he'd be leaving you to return to her/his EX, (the one she/he left for you) - breaking someone's heart - fighting for that one thing thst would make you happy, that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fix himself/herself...then, you are left hanging at the moment.. then (s)he says, "time will tell... ang labo lang nya"... but you still decide to hope and trust in him/her - pretending you're okey when inside you're dying... - pretending to be strong and recognizing your weakness - lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have.. - being with someone you can't actually have - pretending you dont love a person whom you really love - being in love - letting go even if you really dont want to... having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision - having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and find out afterwards that things will never be the same again & (s)he doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before - having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall you have created for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable - admitting that you love someone despite the imperfections - finding out that the more you try to hate the person, the more you end up loving him/her even more than before - realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break- up - at a thought of this person you really love and loves you back equally well, kaso you didn't give enough kaya (s)he gave up on you na - sharing the one you love with somebody else - making a promise...and realizing that when the time has come for that promise should be kept... the commitment is no longer there... it's over - the hardest thing about love -- believing it exist After you've been hurt... learning to forgive, love and trust again But the hardest thing is to learn to love yourself, which we always forgot to.